And here I was, in an empty abyss just standing there with no purpose.
"What a shitty life, I couldn't even save the person I loved.." Kiki thought with an melancholy expression.
Suddenly, I started to have a sudden headache, it felt like my body was being melted.
"Wait am I even in my own body anymore?!"
I tried to look at my body but all I saw was emptiness.
Slowly but surely, my consciousness was getting drafted and I couldn't do anything about it.
"So I really died huh.. I wonder what is gonna happen now"
I used to believe in the existence of God but I lost faith in God after meeting Jessica.
"I don't have any regrets.. but if I.. If I could.. save her this... Time.. it would be... Very nice" it was hard to even think due to the mental strain I was experiencing.
All of a sudden, the abyss surrounding me shattered into pieces, blinding me with the sudden interference of Light.
I covered my eyes with my hands, the same hands that Jessica swore to hold for eternity. I slowly opened my eyes and my eyes were met with the silhouette of someone very dear to me.
"Are you okay, Koko?" A lady who seemed to be in her mid 20s said with an worried expression.
"Merlin..?" I said with an scared and surprised expression.
"What's wrong Koko? Yes it's me why do you look so surprised?" The lady known as Merlin said with an worried expression.
"Did you take some magic mushrooms Koko? -_- " Merlin said with an annoyed experience because of my silence.
"No.. I'm just surprised" I said with the same expression.
Yes, Koko is the nickname given to me by this lady, who is also my best friend. I know it's girly right? Well Kiki surely isn't a very masculine name either..
"I am sorry, please give me a minute to recollect myself Merlin" I got up and looked around.
Merlin is a very sweet lady who is calm and cool most of the times. Did I mention she is also very smart?
My best friend's husband and her children were playing together.
"Was it just a weird ass dream..?" I thought while sweating profusely.
The phantom pain of my bowel getting cutted open suddenly hit me and I threw up on the ground.
"Aaaah fuck no, it can't be a dream I still felt all the pain of being cutted alive" I looked at time and it was around 8:23PM, just 10 minutes before my girlfriend came back home and starting killing everyone, including her sister Merlin and her children.
Merlin had a very worried look now and kept asking if I was really okay.. well did I look okay?
She took her phone and called ambulance for me. Now everyone was looking at me with an worried expression.
"No.. I'm okay, don't call KRAKHENWAGEN!!" I really needed to confirm if what I experienced was a dream or not.
But more importantly, I hate KRAKHENHAUS.
(KRAKHENWAGEN=Ambulance in German)
(KRAKHENHAUS=Hospital in German)
I start to get hallucinations everytime I visit a hospital.
Yes I have schizophrenia but I wasn't born with it, I started developing early-stage schizophrenia because of my sweet little adorable girlfriend.
At the end, I somehow managed to calm Merlin and stopped her from calling ambulance.
After waiting for 10 extremely nervous minutes. The moment I had been waiting for finally arrived.
My dear girlfriend came back home with blood pouring out of every pore of her body.
She was holding a bloodied knife and had a very bloodthirsty and messed up expression.
She kicked open the door of the room and entered it, the stench of blood penetrated through my nostrils,making me vomit yet again.
Did I ever mention that I can't handle the smell of blood?
"Keep the children safe Koko.. something is wrong with her today" Merlin said to me and walked towards the bloodbathed beast.
"So I really traveled back in time huh.." I thought with a very nervous voice.
Why was I do calm? Wanna know why? Because everyone in the room is truly fucked beyond repair at this point.
Jessica, my dear girlfriend, always had an gorilla like strength. There was a time when she accidentally broke my arm and my children factory while we were doing something very naughty.
"KIKI!! I KILLED THEM ALL I KILLED THOSE SONS OF BITCHES" My girlfriend shouted with an crazy smile.
Ah right how could I ever forget her inappropriate vocabulary.
"KILLED WHO?!???" Merlin walked towards Jessica. Jessica may have killed someone but Merlin was her sister and it's not the first time Jessica killed someone. This was the reason Merlin was not scared of Jessica despite her appearance.
And then something very unexpected happened. Jessica took out a knife from her pocket and stabbed Merlin's womb.
I forgot to mention but Merlin is 7 months pregnant with 2 babies.
She then took out the bloody knife and stabbed Merlin's eye, then neck, then heart, hence ending her life.
Me and Merlin's husband Jay were protecting the children. Jay couldn't even recognise what had happened to his wife and just stared blankly at what his childhood friend had done.
She ran towards us fast and immediately killed Jay. Jay was the biggest threat to Jessica right now because he has an gun.
As for me? I wasn't surprised because this thing is happening for the second time for me.
She immediately ended Jay's life and killed the children soon after.
After she was done stabbing the children, she slowly got up and walked towards me slowly.
I didn't move because I knew it would be futile. Things had already been fucked beyond repair now.
Right now I just wanted to confirm if the time reversal thing was real or not.
The house's lighting turned off on their own, all I could see was Jessica's shining predatory eyes, glaring into my soul.
She brought her face about a inch away from mine and looked into my eyes. "Are you proud of me now little daddy? I killed everyone who hurted me" Jessica said while smiling and blushing like a 10 years old girl wanting to be praised.
All I could answer to this show she displayed was silence.
Her expression twisted into sad after hearing my silence, which spoke more than anything words ever could.
Soon after it turned into anger and she said "I DID THIS ALL FOR YOU, SO YOU WOULD BE PROUD OF ME. WHY! WHY AREN'T YOU PROUD OF ME!!!" she grabbed the bloodied knife and swing it horizontally at my stomach, slitting it open. All my organs and blood started to leak out.
I coughed out a lot of blood.
"WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE" she asked me the same question atleast a thousand times, and for every time she asked the question, my body was met with a burst of sharp pain. After realising that my body has stopped moving, she stopped stabbing me and went quiet. She put my head on her lap and gave my corpse a lap pillow while playing with my hair.
"You look so cute when sleeping Kiki" Jessica said with an trembling and painful voice.
All I could think before dying was "This woman finally went completely nuts."
It's my fault this entire thing happened, she went crazy because of me, I tried to help her but at the end I ended up hurting her feelings more and more till she just went crazy.
I sighed and thought "if I could travel back 12 years in past and find her before anything bad happened.."
I woke up once again 10 minutes before the incident to sweet tomboyish voice of Merlin.
"Koko are you oka-" before she could complete her sentence I gave her an extremely tight hug and apologized for what I'm about to do.
Merlin didn't say anything and just patted my head while hugging me back.
I broke the hug and walked towards Jay, I punched him in face and took his gun.
I pointed the mouth of the gun on my forehead and before I lost my consciousness, all I could remember was an extremely loud bang sound and the fact that I had splattered my brain in front of my friends and literal childrens.
"Tch, Talk about being a bad uncle" I thought and woke up 20 minutes before the "incident"