In between crossing boundaries and gambling with emotions, you cannot dictate what my heart is about to feel, but you heavily influenced it. Now, I know there is no guessing game, yet I'm still guessing at every word you say—whether it's an exclusive act or a result of having no other choice left.
At times like these, I wouldn't even want to have a clear answer; I'd love to take advantage of what the situation has to offer.
I'm addicted to this, and I don't want to lose it or you. I'm not ready to hear a rejection as I'm too intoxicated by pleasure.
I just realized I've been gambling from the moment we stepped across the lines.