I always knew I would be going to the boarding school, cause mom wanted some peace,mom was a classic workaholic very beautiful and looks nothing like a woman who has birthed a child and she will love to keep it that way so I really needed to be out of her space. But was I ready to go to New York to school, I asked myself as I held tears and packed, l liked being with mom but she always has this disgust in her eyes when i looked at her or during dinner, that was the only time we spoke or had something I guess, maybe i reminded her about my dad, yes I do have a father, heard he left mom when she was pregnant with me and mom turned like this cause of the heartbreak

Pristine! Mrs brows called with a hint of worry then she came closed and touched me, just then did I know that she had been standing at my door all this time, standing up I said, oh ma I didn't see you there, I'm done packing through just looking around cause it could be my last. Don't say that my dear ,you will come visiting after your done with college, and then we both sat down on my bed and she continued your mom loves you, you know that right and she wants the best for you she smiled but I could see that it did not reach her eyes. Mrs brows is one of the longest stayed maids in our home if not the longest, she has known my mom since my birth and literally help in my upbringing cause mom was trying to have a good come back then so she like a mother to me just a little bit older then my birth mom and her only child is my bestie we also grow up together and he is so handsome now that I sometimes feel I was not good enough for him though we are one of the richest families in city A I also feel like I was a nobody cause I never added parties and pretty much anything so I had just Zack as my friend and bestie, giving up the right of my thoughts I asked, will Zack say goodbye before I go, will I be able to see him. U know he just travelled and am sure he does not know if not he would have been her now dear, said Mrs brows, I did text him, I said feeling worse then I was before, I could feel the teased environment now then suddenly the driver knocked and informed us, that the car was ready and we had to start going so I could meet my flight, so I hugged Mrs brows and held my begs firmly as I felt stuck in myself, when I got to the car I gave the last look to see if my mom will come running to me, maybe saying I was no longer going or that she will miss me or even the abominable words I love you or even a hug but she was not there, she was in the study not minding distractions which I may be part of and handling issues as always, I knew this but I always long .