Again that morning
"I talked to Gyuri. She said she would be home in the afternoon, so stop by after school and get an eyepatch."
Seon-mi told her son Si-woo, who left her home getting ready to go to his academy.
"Yeah, okay, I just need to get an eyepatch, right? I'll be back"
"Okay, go carefully~"
It was Seon-mi who had sent all her other children to the academy and her son was the last.
The noisy routine of the morning, which is held like an event every day, has finally come to an end. Strange time left alone in an empty house. As if trying to fill her empty time with busyness, Seonmi busily moved her body. She goes to her laundromat and runs her washing machine to dispose of the laundry she has collected. She goes to the kitchen to tidy up her table and wash the dishes. After washing the dishes, starts cleaning the house.
After finishing the living room, kitchen, laundry room, and master bedroom, the order of the stairs and the passageway on the second floor. The children's room is left untouched. It was all about emptying the trash can. That was Sunmi's educational policy of respecting children's privacy. After cleaning, take the laundry out of the washing machine and hang it on the drying rack.
Only then does Seonmi sigh.
Seon-mi, a stay-at-home mom, has faithfully repeated these tasks almost every day for nearly 20 years. And she soon heads to the bathroom to wash off the sweat from her cleaning. In front of the bathroom, there was a space that doubled as a laundry room and changing room. She undresses in the dressing room.
Glancing at her own mauve panties hanging in her drying rack with the rest of her laundry.
Seon-mi said recently that she knew that Si-woo had started masturbating The smell of chestnut flowers spreading from the Siwoo trash can. Poor post-processing. Sehee also seems to have noticed her brother's masturbation. Se-hee throws a wicked sexual joke by wearing a dirty outfit.
Even if it was for teasing between siblings rather than seduction between the opposite sex, it worked the same way.
Her son's penis was erect. Seon-mi knew that her son reacted even when he saw her. So, I always had to pay attention to dress modestly at home. And Seon-mi knows that the panties she took off last night are gone. Siwoo masturbated using her own panties…
The smell of male semen left in her panties. She doesn't know about Siwoo, but she was paying attention to changing the trash can in Siu's room every day.
The amount of toilet paper today was much more than usual. It also seemed to smell stronger.
Sunmi thought it was only natural for him to feel excitement between men and women, even if it was his family when he was exposed to an accidental stimulus.
However, recognizing his family as sexual objects in order to achieve intentional arousal is another matter. That made Sunmi impatient and nervous.
Sunmi opens the opaque bathroom glass door and stands in front of the shower to turn on the water and wet her body.
She applies body cleanser on a shower towel, lathers it up, and pats it all over her body.
She ran it over her body over and over again, over her chest, belly, and sides, then moved her right hand to her groin.
Place her fingers in the middle of it, aligning them with the crack, and rubbing them up and down. The moment she gets wet enough, she finds her hole and squeezes it. In that position, she rotates her clitoris with her thumb to stimulate it. It was a fairly familiar gesture. Sweet pleasure enjoyed at the end of sincere labor.
For Sunmi, this time of liberation was precious.
Sunmi was originally a person with a strong sexual desire. Even when her husband was alive, apart from sex with her husband, she often enjoyed these secret times of release.
Even when her husband had an affair, even when she found out that the partner of his affair was her daughter, and even when her husband died without any conclusion, Seon-mi tried to keep her perfect mother figure by using obsessive masturbation.
For Seon-mi, this time was almost the only compensatory act that allowed her to find balance in her life. A secret means of hedonic compensation to relieve her tension and pressure and to maintain her life as a full mother.
For Seon-mi, this was more like her religious meditative practice than her addiction.
After reaching the climax, separated from her reality, Seon-mi broke the board on her floor and enjoyed the long aftertaste.
Leaving no trace.
**
Time passed and around the afternoon after a simple lunch, her younger sister Seon-ju came to visit.
Seon-Joo, her younger sister and has a small age gap, is a single mother of her daughter Su-ah, who is the same age as Se-young.
Seon-Joo knew that her deceased brother-in-law had an affair, and she also knew that it was Se-jin. Gyuri is one of the few special acquaintances who share Seonmi's secret.
Seon-joo often stops by her Seon-mi's house. She was originally nearby, and her house was close.
Seon-Joo knows the circumstances of her brother-in-law and Se-jin, so after the death of her brother-in-law, she has been paying more attention to her sister especially.
The two of them talked while drinking tea and ended up talking about Se-hee's clothes.
"I have to show my inner flesh with my family at home. Se-hee is good at it!"
Her aunt sided with Se-hee and began to speak her mind.
"What she's good at is just teasing Siwoo like an old woman~"
Seon-mi, who saw Si-woo being beaten in the morning, reacts more excitedly to Seon-ju's words out of pity for her.
"If you're wrapped up like that at home like your sister, boys' immunity to stimulation is rather weak! You said he started masturbating with his sister's panties? If you're going to pretend you don't know anyway, shouldn't you help him so he can cool off?"
Seeing her excited older sister, Seon-Joo speaks as if teasing this time.
"Hello, Siwoo is my son? If something happens again, will you take responsibility?"
It was Seon-mi who responded as if she was dumbfounded by Seon-ju's words.
Seon-Joo could no longer tease or play with Seon-mi because she knew that the word 'again' in the middle of her words was meant with Se-jin's work in mind.
Seon-mi also said it, and she seemed to realize that fact, so the two of them kept their mouths shut for a while. After a moment of silence, the Seonju starts to rhyme.
"Sejin still doesn't come to her house? Doesn't she even get in touch with her sister?"
"Yeah, I think she took a leave of absence from college and started a part-time job. I heard about it through Siwoo…"
Sunmi blurs the end of her words.
"Go and talk to her. You can't go on like this forever."
It was a pity between the two, Seonju sighed.
"I think it's still a bit awkward, so let's stop talking about it."
Seon-mi cuts off the words of her sister, as if evasive.
No matter how much she shares a secret, she cannot know the inside of the person in question. Seon-mi has already forgiven Se-jin. In her heart, a thousand times, ten thousand times…
No matter what she did, Sejin would have been Seonmi's daughter. However, what Sejin wanted for her was not forgiveness. Relational acknowledgment from her mother to her mother's husband that Sejin was accepted as his woman.
And if her husband had been alive, she would have been more conscious than mother and daughter would not be the mother and daughter she might have been.
It was too harsh for Seon-mi, who has a strong ego as her mother.
"Then, I'll see you all with Gyuri unnie on this weekend!"
After chatting with her for about 30 minutes, Seonju said goodbye to her and went back.
**
Today, Seon-mi has reserved a hospital for Se-yeong's psychiatric treatment.
Lately, Seyoung couldn't sleep alone at night.
Her mother, Seon-mi, was worried about her daughter, but she was feeling a lot of pressure about having her secret liberation time interrupted.
Se-Yeong began to fret her every time, asking her to touch Seon-mi's breasts and suck her breasts.
She reluctantly gave it up a few times, and then the not-so-pleasant hotness of her body caused her to suffer quite a bit.
Since then, she has grown up, calmed down, and even tried to scold her, but her childishness of Se-young only got worse.
Sunmi left a text message to Sehee.
A notice about going out with Se-young and a detailed request to eat her meal with Si-woo.
She didn't write in detail about her going out of her, except that it was Se-yeong's psychological counseling of her.
She took a taxi and went to the academy to pick up Se-young in time for the House of Representatives.
Se-young was waiting for her mother in front of her school gate. She told Se-Yeong the day beforehand.
In the taxi all the way to the hospital, her daughter seemed to be very nervous and didn't say anything. When she arrives at the hospital, she checks in and goes straight to the examination room.
Seon-mi also conducted her not-so-short examination and counseling by her side of her.
Anxiety disorder.
According to the teacher, she was seeing symptoms of infantile regression in her in Se-Yeong, she said.
She added that it was better to set aside time for fooling around than scolding him.
That's the childish thing her daughter demands after setting the time…
So it was like asking for permission to suck her mother's breast like a baby. Even though Seyeong didn't say anything about it, she seemed to be happy inside.
Seon-mi did not dislike Se-young sucking her breasts her. She just suffered from not being able to handle the excitement that followed her after Se-young sucked her breast from her.
It was dark outside when I left the hospital. She took a taxi again and went with Seyeong to eat her favorite chicken breast and egg rice bowl.
The entire time she ate, Se-young wrapped her mother around the waist and held her face against her mother's large, puffy breasts. Like a child who is happy to be allowed to play.
Seon-mi loved Se-Yeong's naivety so much that she decided to let Se-Yeong do what she wanted.