"My body is not clean, and I am completely unworthy of you. And you, you deserve to have a perfect girl."
There was a flicker of pain in An Yichen's eyes. "Xiaozhi, I've said it before, I don't care about your past."
"But I do..." Chen Zhi's voice was somewhat choked up, "Yichen, I thought I could not care, I thought I could face other people's cold words. In reality, I can't face it at all. Every time someone says something, my heart aches. The things between Si Ye and me, they're like a thorn stuck in my heart, one that can't be pulled out and can't be touched. As long as this thorn is in my heart, I will never be able to get along well with you. I don't want to wrong you, nor do I want to live in pain every day. So, I've decided that we should break up..."
An Yichen looked at her sadly, the pain in his heart probably no less than hers.
"Even though you love me and want to be with me, you still want to break up with me?"