How did you feel when you almost killed someone??
After the long discussion, Aslan told me the rest of the story when the other side confused him as an enemy, that he almost killed two before mr. Nazar stopped the fight.
It wasn't easy me lord! And it's not the right expression to say "me felt nothing", only were thinking about defending me self, yet now me thinking again about it, would be blaming me self if were killed someone, sad and...
So it depends on the situation!!
Yes me lord, but sometimes if not determined to finish off the enemy, me might be the one to get killed, same for me lord, or let's say it's critical for me lord to be determined the whole time, every delay means more chances for the unresolved matters to come bite us.
Which mean, to prevent that am to treat this world the same as the real world I came from, even if mine doubts are not confirmed yet!!
The top priority is to survive in this world, only then we can seek the truth.
Make sense...
He also told me about losing consciousness the moment I realized that a "real" person lost his life infront of me
Can't let that happen again
And I mean both, mine sorry ass reaction and an innocent life to be wasted...
Guess even a fantasy world is harsh like the real world I know of!
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Here's mine decision...
Goal one, to found mine close to perfect capital
Goal two, to set up our own faith
Goal three, to find the truth of this world
No matter when we achieve the third goal, the other main goals are bound to change based on the truth.
Yes me lord...
Look at him going out so excited like he was aimless the whole time before now!!
Anyway
Rather than treating this world like a game and regret later, if the truth proven to be otherwise, I prefer to treat it seriously and enjoy whatever I could like in mine previous world but without any regrets.
Yes, this is mine final decision.
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As a kind of self encouragement, I went to mine personal pond and washed me face.
As am going off the cave, two clones came running brimming with excitement.
What are they holding so happily??
Me lord
Me loooorrd
Shut up, I can hear you clearly.
Out of excitement they call me so loudly, despite how close they are, so I shushed them
Sorry
Me deepest sorry
Sigh, look at them, they couldn't even apologize properly
What's this stir about??
Each of them holds one hammer and one chisel, this is definitly not the only reason behind their overflowing happiness, right?
I want these me lord
Me too me lord
Showing the tools explains nothing, you know
Me lord!!
Shinnok.?
Mine no.9 clone quietly declared his presence
I didn't notice because these annoying guys.
Heard me lord made up his mind!!
Yes I did.
Had Aslan declared mine decision the moment he left me??
Does this..!! Can me ask lord's permission to learn magic??
Huh??
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You know it's not allowed here.
This is mine natural answer even if he asked the question before I made up mine mind, after all, magic is "blasphemy"..
The two disappointed guys stepped back, in silence waiting their turn although they came first, Shinnok is their senior of sort, moreover this is a serious matter and they know why.
Me thought that.. That..!!
He's so reluctant to say it, because mine decision oppose his wish
Yes I can guess what he's about to say, after all, I named him after a game character that can mimic any magic, and he actually liked the metonymy, that it became his lifetime goal to mimic every magical skill like it's his own.
Sorry to disappoint you, but also I won't give you a false hopes..
I mean I won't comfort him saying that I will revoke mine decision if this world proven to be "unreal", because it's a little hope that would take so long to uncover, and what if it also oppose his wish?? Wouldn't that mean he wasted his life till then!!
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Now.. Have to find anew meaning for me life!!
He said that with sad tone looking down.
It's not too late for this, in fact nothing has started yet, and rather than mimicry, it would be a bigger achievement to make your own name, your original project... Etc
Although I said that, I couldn't come up with any example, after all am a jack of all trades, so the choices are not limited, hence I didn't mention any, because If I did he would take it as a hint to take this or that direction.
Me original self Huh!??
Don't overthink it now, with time you will find the answer, as for now take these two to the mine...
Am telling him that because I know mine self the best, used to be the thinker who does nothing, but of course am going to be the doer in this world, this is mine motto
Thank me lord
Yes me lord
And they go
They said nothing
Guess it weren't a matter of importance that they came to tell me
Perhaps only wanted to express how happy they are!!
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Sorry guys, but there's more important matters to attend to...
Me lord, ehh.. Finally found me lord!!
Not like I was hiding me self, because the wide camp here, it became difficult to find me while out of the cave.
What so urgent?
Looks like Shadee were running who know for how long! It's not another fight, right?
He want, mr Nazar wants to occupy the western part, the place we're used for bath..
Hold on, what is "occupy"? Do you mean to set up the Sven house??
Yes me lord, he said it's the best spot since the Han river is there and..
Come on, give me a break!
I complain because the gery head didn't wait for me to wake up
Ok am awake now, but I didn't even declare him as one of mine people yet, needless to say the whole Sven house.
And he dare to decide for himself?
I want to ask Shadee about the big deal with Koro, but now it's not as urgent as the matter at hand, so he's explaining while on the run.
Sigh, damn Nazar