Time slowly ebbed away, and Amberser tried to recall the most unforgettable memories of his life, reason telling him that these memories could stir his emotions and slow his loss of self.
But what were the most profound memories?
The fear and rage when he was kidnapped and had his limbs chopped off?
The sorrow when a friend passed away?
Or the helplessness of being manipulated by fate over and over again?
Oh, he shouldn't think about the last one; whenever he did, Amberser longed even more for death.
Amberser suddenly realized that he had never before calmly reflected on the centuries he had lived through like he was doing now. Previously, due to the painful nature of those past events, he habitually avoided them.
Thinking about it now, there were still some happy times.
