Go for what...
She had absolutely no interest in Zuo Li, or rather, she had no interest in any man other than Bo Siyan.
She opened her mouth to reply, but the words stalled on her lips and she couldn't bring herself to say them.
In her heart, Bo Siyan remained deeply rooted, notwithstanding the countless times she told herself that there was no possibility between them, yet she only recognized him.
This was an extremely terrifying thing.
Because she also didn't know when she might be truly free, she would throw herself into his arms.
Just like these past few days, when her heart was at its most vulnerable, least steadfast, only she knew how much she had to suppress her own feelings to not run to him, to not embrace him when facing Bo Siyan!
Perhaps it was time for her to meet new men, to give herself a new chance, to divert her attention – in any case... she couldn't keep falling into the deep pit Bo Siyan represented anymore.
