When I open my eyes I was in wasten looking room . I was in my car returning home from company. Why am I here ? What happened ?
I slowly start to remember some memories feels vage
yeah I remember now I had a car accident because of a stupid couple .
I was driving in a green light following all the traffic rules a couple was having a fight between them.
In the side of the road when my car was go to bypass them suddenly the man push the woman front of my car I had no choice the breaks is not going to make it I had to turn the stelling wheel to other side I crash straight to other sides wall and die there .
I can't believe I die because of a stupid couple .
in a wasten room A woman wear maid outfit was hold me suddenly the maid hit me in the bottom I instinctly started crying loudly.
Maid " madam the baby is a beautiful girl. She is good health.
Seraphina maverick " Take her away to another room.
Ha i thought it going to be my second son . If it is a son he could have make our family glorious by being a knight now what I got is a useless girl . My husband is going to be disappointed now because of this girl. Take her away from my eyes.
I saw a green colour hair woman seem to be my mother , she tell the maid to take me away from the room. Seems like she don't like me much even in this life my parents dislike me .
In past life my parents were very patriarchal only had eyes for there eldest son , because being a daughter they were quite indifferent to me form child to adulthood. In that house I was only close to my second brother who also was ignore by our wonderful parents
When I inter high school they wanted to sell to someone same age as my father for bride price reason being after raising me for all this year I should pay them back by obediently getting married to a good family even if my partner age more than me . So i had a big fight with my parents then i leave home empty handed . The same day i apply for student loan because of my good grade the student loan was easily accepted . After I started liveing in school with part time job my liveing expance was some how cover . Continue this way I finished my college graduation my friend always supported me with high spirit . I had some talent in finance so l inter a good company. I had also had some small dealing with stock market most of the time I didn't lose much money . After only work for two years I had accumulated large amount of wealth so i send my parents the exact amount of money they would get by selling me . At first they start calling me saying they know they were wrong they want the family to come together again. But my second brother warn me saying they just wanted was my money . I also aware of there character that will not change easily . So i did that they wanted from me i hire a good lawyer . The lawyer I Hire was great at his work at it was decided that the all three children will pay the same amount money to my parents I was quite happy with that. If I want to I could to refuse to support my parents for what they did to me but I want to prove that I am as there capable as their beloved son. Some time i send them my salary receipt show them that my salary four times better than there beloved eldest son. When they're were fumming for anger cursing me I was happy . When I thought my my life going to continue this way I had this accident . And now who's know where I recreation it's seem like medieval Europe style . The maid lay me in a small wooden cradle there was some kind old matters spread upon it. I close my eyes that were heavy from sleep. When I opened my eyes there was no one by my side the room was empty except me the room was dark. I started crying instinctly i don't know why from sadness or for loneliness. I want someone to comfort me after 10 minutes I was tried from crying when maid came to the room the maid had brown colour hair the maid was slightly plump simple looking. She slow pick me up start feed milk form a bottle . Well I know that the new born baby should be given mother's breast milk but i think in this era that I reborn now how could anybody would know this kind of information the middle ages was full of superstition . Anyway I seem be born in a noble family. I don't know why but I think my mother is the Lord wife I don't have a solid proof but I had a feeling . I have trust in my intuition it never gone wrong much . All i know is my mother doesn't like me much she didn't seem to hate me and i have a elder brother. I feel like even in this life my parents going to be indifferent to me. Well what wil happen going to happen I can't change people mind Anyway.
After three days feeding me milk maid start to feed me some kind of Slimey food seem to be full of flour it tastes really yakeen. Is she really going to continue feeding new born this kinda food milk was batter then this .
My day continue like this my mother never come to visit me .
In past life I was quite healthy even if my parents in different to me they at least provide me with basic life necessary food and clotheing.
Being reborn really sucks if you did not get good parents.
Being a baby is really boring lay down on a baby crib all day.
I am still try to move my arm and leg in one direction to other direction everyday for exercise I don't know how many hours I did this when tired I stop when my energy come back I started this again.
I did not have any means to know the time I can only know when was the morning from window day light and night form darkness . Most Frustrating thing is when I poo or pee maid allways comes after a half hour late when I was tried from cring. I thought if this continue I sure going to have some physical defects in future or I going get sick .
So i have to change my method so whatever my stomach feel uncomfortable from lower body I would start crying when maid came to the room i would release it.
I would never thought in my life just for going toilet I have to do all this thing some time I really cry from sadness .
But crying never slove anything it's only let you feel weak.
In the end I only can think when I grow up a little things will get a little better .
Some how this time past it been two months seen I been reborn in this time my afford bering fruit I can now sit up and do back filp on my on.
the food did not have much change it. They just started feeding me more thick flour soup .
Well baby can't complain Exccept crying for it same for me whatever adult decide that's it.
This kind days past llke this and finally I had learn to how to stand on my two feet some time I Snkely crawl out of the cradle try to walk own my own sometimes I fall down I get up and try again. Everyday I would go to the room door try to open the door but the room door was closed every time maybe because they don't want me to running around the house so they always keep it lock.
the maid had one time see me walk .
She didn't find it strange that i had crawl out of the cradle own my own and continue doing her job baby's my age might have been doing the same things so she was quite in different to my activity .
the maid come regularly everyday three times a day to feed and take care of my personal hygiene and bathroom problem. She never been too affection with me Or care about me see her you can feel she is just doing a job without any emotional string attach . Some times I would feel too lonely and sad remembering my past life. Recreation is not always a good thing like people describing it in novel. I obtain thought if I was a normal baby I would not have feel so lonely . Or maybe is it because I did not get pamper like other so called protagonist. No one was by my side .
when I turned 2 year old the plump maid carry me to a new room I have never seen .