Chapter 19 - 18

A/N: This took me forever to wrap up this day of my novel. Truth be told, I love their little reunion and looking forward to publish my next chapter.

Sasha sniffed his fingers and warmth filled his cold body. Like a pervert, he pushed his fingers into his mouth and licked them.

"I must have lost my mind. Why did I suddenly touch his cheeks and almost kissed him ? Fuck!" He muttered under his breath.

He pulled his shirt and put it on. His gentle gaze looked at the kids and smiled. "That's the young version of myself," he swallowed hard as he looked at Xandros.

Xandros curved his lips into a smirk and whispered something into Xandria's ears. The little girl giggled and suddenly got up from his seat and walked toward Sasha.

She whispered something into his ears and she walked back to her seat.

Sasha smiled awkwardly before walking out.

Ria high fived Ros as they completed their task.

Ros somehow noticed his Papa's behavior in front of the stranger and he knew something was off. He might be young but he wasn't stupid.

The way their Papa ran away and the way the stranger looked at him and sniffed his fingers.

Him and the stranger were the corbon copy of each other and their was no way he would doubt if the man came out as his father.

"Can you help me tell that man that Papa is waiting for him outside?" He ordered his little sister to tell the man.

He noticed how his eyes twitched with happiness at the mention of their Papa.

Ros turned to Ria.

He put his hands onto his twin's shoulders and said quietly " I have to take care of something in a few minutes and I will make sure to come back before Papa is here."

"Are you leaving me all alone in this dark room?" The girl sounded terrified at the idea of her brother leaving her all alone in the make up room.

"I promise it won't take long,"

" But I'm scared,"

" Count up to 100 and I would be back." He smiled.

"Okay,"

Ros jumped out of his seat and walked toward the washroom direction.

He noticed Adrian coming his way, he looked back and noticed a waitress pushing a cart. He leaned against the wall and hid behind the waitress.

He walked passed Adrian and rushed to the washroom.

Inside the washroom,

"Stay the fuck away from me. I don't care who you are just stay away from me and my family." Alsen yelled furiously.

With a soft sigh, Sasha took steps toward Alsen. Alsen took steps back until his back was blocked by the cold wall.

The man's eyes screamed nothing but danger but the more he looked at him, the more he longed for that man.

"What? What do you think you are doing?" He pointed his index finger at Sasha

Sasha smirked. He placed his right hand on the wall and the other hand held Alsen's.

"I'm not gonna hurt you. I promise." He whispered.

For some unknown reasons, Alsen felt calm and his heart started thumping like crazy. Sasha leaned his chin on Alsen's shoulder and started sniffing his Pheromones.

"You smell so damn good." He bit his lower lip trying to control himself.

Ros was watching them all this while. He knew something was going on between his daddy and that stranger but decided to leave the world of adults and ran back to his sister.

Alsen bit his lower lip angrily, he raised his hand and grabbed Sasha by his hair.

"I was always told to be watch of perverts, I didn't think that I would come by one. I was dying to shove my fist into their faces." Alsen yanked Sasha's hair and was about to punch his face when memories of that night started floating in his head.

He lost control of his Pheromones and they started flooding in the air. He squealed an abnormal sound and wobbled outside the washroom.

"Are you out of your damn mind? How can you walk out like that in a place filled with Alpha's? Do you have any idea how dangerous that can be?" Sasha pulled him back

"What's the difference between you and them?" He scoffed and shoved Sasha's hand away from him.

"It's has been nice knowing Mr. Alpha." He hissed and walked away.

Sasha put his hands over to his head and pulled his hair.

"I fucked up big again," his fist collided with the bathroom mirror. The mirror shattered into pieces leaving a scratch on his fist. Blood dropped but he didn't feel any pain. He did something bad again because of his instincts.

....

Alsen, Sasha and kids had their makeup done. The kids were taken to another room to dress up leaving Alsen and Sasha. They both side eyed themselves and Alsen let out an angry grunt before stomping his feet on the floor.

They had an hour to go.

Alsen's POV

I stood nervously outside the make up room, took a deep breath, held onto the door , pushed it slightly and forced on a professional smile.

I didn't want to look pathetic in front of my kids.

"Hello,"

I was greeted by Adrian's deep voice.

Darn him, what a bad timing!

I truly didn't wanna talk to anyone, not to an Alpha when my Pheromones were out of control.

Wait a minute,

My nose tingled.

I could smell Adrian's Pheromones.

Lime fragrance.

I took slower steps toward him. His Pheromones didn't excit me like that of the stranger.

The moment I thought about that stranger, some vulgar memories replayed in my mind like a movie on replay.

I remember every piece of detail from that night. My Pheromones got intense and my legs felt weak.

What the actual fuck?

I muttered under my breath as tears rolled down my cheeks.

I felt someone's hands over my shoulders and just shrugged them off. I needed to get out of the room as soon as possible.

"Are you okay?" Adrian' worried voice asked

I looked up. He was calm and composed.

That can't be true.

Alphas go crazy about Omega Pheromones. Why was he all composed?

"Are you alright?" He asked.

I nodded and got up from the floor. I stumbled over to my seat.

"You sure?" He took steps in my direction.

"I would like to have some time alone." I cut him off and leaned my head over the table.

I watched him leave the room and closed the door. I let out a heavy sigh, trying to pull myself together because it was just a few minutes away.

My kids wrapped their hands around me and rubbed my back soothingly. I seriously wanted to cry, I wanted to shout out how hella confused I was and how my heart hurt for unknown reasons.

The door to the room opened, he walked in his hair in a mess and blood dropping from his hand. My heart hurts for him. I felt the pain for him but there was nothing I could do about it.

"I appolgise for my mistakes. I sincerely do. I know it may sound as me trying to make an excuse but I don't know what came over me, After this show I will move out of your life. I will disappear and never come back. I'm sorry," he bowed his head slightly and walked to his chair

Sasha's POV

The face that I have been longing to see all those years made my heart skip a beat as if I fell in love with him over again.

The Pheromones that I have been longing to sniff were washing over me as soon as he opened the door.

His piercing eyes stared at me as if he was looking into my sould, while I felt like I could pounce on him, suck onto his lips, bite the nape of his neck and make him mine.

I was getting distracted, aroused and felt like a beast who would do anything for pleasure. He was my Omega. I was more than sure about that but I wanted us to start from scratch.

My heart thumped as he walked up to me, my mind was in a blur and i saw everything in slow motion.

Amore mio

II mio Omega

i miei bambini

My mind screamed those words.

I smiled inwardly as he touched my face but that smiled vanished away when those cold dark eyes stared at me. He gave me this I dare you look that gave me chills down my spine.

I took a step back. He took a step forward. He touched my cheeks and my body began burning.

He pulled his hand away and sat the kids down. He ran outside and I wanted to follow him but I somehow managed to restrain myself.

That was until when my princess whispered something in my ears. " We can see that you have a thing with our Dad, just follow him out and talk things through."

I shouldn't have followed her idea.

I should have stayed put.

I don't blame though. I blame myself.

As I walked back in the room, I smelled someone else's pheromones. I balled my fists as the jealous ran through my veins. I hated that man. I wanted to end him for getting close to my omega.

I sighed because I stood in no position to do so.

An hour later,

All dressed up in designer clothes, we stood back stage each other of us holding one of the kid in our hands. My fingers intertwined with his.

I couldn't say I wasn't scared, I was so scared because this was my first time walking the run way. I was even more scared that I was walking with the person I love and my kids.

"Relax, we are here for you." Alsen smiled at me.

We took the first step forward, it was like I was walking on thorns while Alsen and the kids were confident with their walks. My palms sweated into his but he never let go of my hand.

Reporters and camera men took photos of us and whispered things that I couldn't hear.

Some works aren't made for some people.

The grand opening was finalized and I couldn't help but sweat.

As soon as we disappeared from people's view, Alsen let go of my hand and grunted.

That hurt.

Several models finalized their show and it was time for us to close the show. I carried the boy in my hands while Alsen carried the girl. Picture perfect of the family walking the runway made me happy that I contacted Masha to take as many pictures as he could.

As soon as the show was done, I disappeared.