Now in the Baijia Forum program group, Zhang Cihai looked at Professor Qu and asked suddenly.
"You say, in a family soaked in poverty, what is the greatest wealth?"
Professor Tian Haibo was silent. He came from a literati family, not very wealthy but very good.
Zhang Cihai smiled. He was born in the countryside, went to the countryside, jumped in the queue, and experienced bitterness. He believes that there are geniuses and arrogance in children, but probably no one knows a really good parent or mother. It is the greatest wealth of poor families.
What is truly excellent...
He couldn't understand, because this was the first time he had seen such a person,
He watched the replay, looking forward to the future. He wanted to know, if this man was not hidden and not covered by the world, what would his abilities be like?
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"which one is you?"
"Let me learn every day, is it you who let me learn with stubborn prejudice?"
"Under the schizophrenia, is it you who has changed dramatically?"
"You are the most gregarious in the vegetable market?"
"Is it you who forced me to recite the abandoned ancient texts?"
"The old man asked me for money, and you are the one who is angry if you don't give it?"
"But.. which is you now?"
Yu Shuying will inevitably fall into memory,
There are too many memories now. In the past, people who grew up with her appeared one by one, and the mysterious Liu Shi will come.
She still remembered that the man had a mental illness,
"At the time in a mentally ill family, I practiced my lines..."
Yu Shuying's voice was sad, that time was too hard,
Because there are many people who snatch the small Yingzheng of the Great Qin Empire,
No one cared about her at all, because many people thought she was just going to a small supporting role,
During that time under pressure,
Her grief was spread throughout the audience, and many young people in the front row could feel that her family did not understand, did not help, and were disturbed by illness from time to time.
Seemingly warm family, only she is alone,
And she's barely seven years old,
It was winter in December, but let Xiao Shuying remember for a lifetime,
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Every day in December,
In the slum, when Xiao Shuying began to practice,
Yu Ye takes her out to buy food from time to time, or to go home, or to call people,
He showed a weak posture.
"What are you talking about."
"Don't worry, my protection fee will definitely be handed in on time."
"Okay bro."
In the living room, Yu Ye didn't hide this voice,
In the bedroom, Xiao Shuying listened, more and more wanting to enter the role of Ying Zheng.
So when Xiao Shuying opened her mouth, she really felt that Ying Zheng had experienced it herself.
Because he was born very high, but he grew up with protons,
Once in a trance, once lonely,
So, she crushed her father's inferiority complex in her mind and integrated into this role,
When she spoke again, the firmness in her eyes changed qualitatively, as if she had experienced it, so she was firm,
All firmness, all tension comes from life,
But this made Xiao Shuying dislike this man even more,
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Until one time, Yu Ye returned from a trip,
dirty,
It was like a fight with someone else, but what he deliberately showed to Xiao Shuying was that he seemed to lose badly.
Xiao Shuying frowned, only feeling powerless,
This sense of powerlessness from the family made her only strengthen her heart,
"Hey."
In the bedroom, she sighed for the first time, alone.
She was really lonely at this moment.
It's like this father didn't give her any feeling of relying on her, and gave her the feeling that all living beings are struggling to survive,
"I want to shine, I want to get stronger."
"I don't want to be him."
Xiao Shuying said to the white lamp for the first time,
This scene is so lonely,
Across a door, but it seems to be separated by a future.
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Now on the show scene, some young girls can't help but wipe their tears,
"Is that the source of her inner firmness?"
"So at this moment, she has a goal. Even if she has such a weak-tempered father, she still does not become this father, but becomes a better and stronger father, so she will not feel inferior when facing the camera."
"What a bright girl."
"She is really good!!!"
"Sunflower-like woman..."
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This is the real show of Yu Shuying!
There is no doubt, only amazement,
In that era, the education of most parents, their weak character will also be passed on to the child, and their cognition will also be passed on to the child.
But now, Xiao Shuying is completely opposite,
She is not afraid of the dark,
She fears nothing,
This display of character is amazing.
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It's just that some scholars are sitting in the front row, and most of the older people think something is wrong.
It doesn't fit Yu Ye's most basic character.
Sure enough, the playback continued.
In the bedroom, Xiao Shuying had a firm change in her heart,
On the balcony, Yu Ye looked at himself in the mirror, but his eyes were full of tenderness.
"Even if you grit your teeth and live, you won't live long,"
"So you have to give her a negative role, you know that your daughter is strong, you have to give him a weak and deceitful, sad role at the bottom, let her know that after countless times of disgust, she hates this character from the bottom of her heart, this is what you have to do."
"No one will understand you, but at least after you die, your daughter will not be degenerate, will not be confused, and will not be as mediocre as most confused children!"
This is what Yu Ye said to himself in the mirror,
He was alone,
He can only do so,
What can he do?
The blood cancer is constantly changing, the disease is constantly attacking, every night he is afraid that he will not be able to wake up,
death is not terrible,
He was never afraid,
...
this moment.
The fourth guest of the program group, Yuan Quan, former director of the People's Hospital, stood up,
What did he think of.
"When Xiao Shuying was seven years old at the time, Yu Ye conducted a comprehensive diagnosis of drugs in our hospital, and it was diagnosed that his brain cancer had begun to spread..."
"When he asked me how long I could live, I shook my head..."
"I remember him panicking, I thought he was afraid of dying..."
"So you're afraid....the child's future?"
"You are afraid that your children will be like those wild children in the future, degenerate, decadent, confused, and going down a bad road..."
"You are not afraid of death, but you are afraid of this..."
Yuan Quan's voice was hoarse, he sighed, he could still remember the man just got off work more than ten years ago, wearing the get off work clothes of the printing factory, with a pungent printing smell, he looked at him with tired and nervous eyes, and his voice asked eagerly. "How long can I live?"
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