Some people comes into our life in a short period of time but, they can leave a great influence inside us forever

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ALLEN's wondering why does every human in the world are always on a hurry, seems like they are trying to chase something they cannot reach.

Why does humans.... always do the things they wanted to do or do things they don't like while living in this world for such trivial things even though they only have limited time

He's curious...

If there's a person who's alive for hundreds or even thousands of years but, their youthful appearance doesn't fade, a vampire? Naaah not a vampire but someone you can call an immortal. If that person does exist he wanted to meet them

Something poked his mind 'Oh crap!'

Here he is wondering about a person who has eternity but has been alone and lonely, you're asking why? Because if they did... live that long, no one would be by their side, right?

' Gosh!!' thinking about his work, he doesn't want to make the big boss mad 'cause if he does, it would feel like the devil just came out of hell to punish mankind (him), well maybe he's being sarcastic here but, that'll how it feels

"Ahhh" stretching his back while both of his hands above his head "hmmm"

' After almost 10 hours of doing my work I'm done!!!' Feeling satisfied to what he has done. He finished his two days worth of work load in advance, he does that in case he needed to do something else or a situation comes up

"Over time again?" His supervisor Adam asked while drinking coffee leaning over his cubicle

"Yeah, I'm about to leave though" packing his things to go home

"I know you always do but, you still don't get any promotion, you always do your best at work" the probing superior is upset about him not being promoted again

"Well, I started working here just a year ago so it's understandable" knowing that getting a promotion is not easy especially in a huge company like R Enterprise

"Well you should get a promotion this year, I'm always putting you in my recommendation, they should put your talent in good use as soon as possible, right?" So persistent as always

"Haha thank you, I should get going now" putting his bag on his shoulder ready to leave

"Yeah you should, take care and have a good rest" his open minded supervisor always says what's on his mind and being supportive to his subordinates

"You too" leaving the tall building where he works, it would take 20 minutes of walking from his workplace to his apartment

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Feeling the urge to have some alcohol 'its been a while should I drink in my apartment or go to a bar nearby? if I drink in my place it'll be a hustle to clean it up so... I should go look for a bar near my apartment' he doesn't have the time to clean up the mess after drinking

"Good evening sir" the bouncers greetings that's guarding the bar

"Good evening" entering the bar in which he discerns for the first time ever since he stayed in this neighborhood

"Good evening, what would you like to order sir??" He was surprised that the bar tender has a every calming aura

"Can I have your best seller?" Playing it safe and saying "best seller" because he doesn't know the name of the drinks

"Yes, as you wish sir" the bar tender said with a bow

"I haven't seen this place was around, when did you start to operate?" Curious at the fact that he's been leaving in the area for almost a year now and he didn't saw this bar operating near his apartment

"We're going to have our anniversary next month, sir" the bar tender answered while mixing his drink

"Really? I haven't seen this place till now, weird... why is that?" He doesn't want to be nosy or something but he would like to know more information about the bar because he wants to come back here again in the near future

"If I'm not being rude sir, where do you live?" The bar tender asked courtly

"Just a block away from here"

"Ahhhh, maybe you didn't see this place before because, you don't need it, you wanted to have a drink tonight, am I right?"

"Yeah its been so long since I went out to drink and I wanted to drink in a place near my apartment for it to be convenient"

"Sometimes we wanted to have something that we desperately want and we do everything in our power to have it but we can't, on the contrary we need something thus we didn't know we needed it until we realize otherwise, do you get what am I trying to say sir?"

"Yeah....?" confused for the long explanation of the bar tender but it does makes sense... a little bit

"Here is your order sir" putting a glass on the table

"Thank you"

"And a free shot for our newly arrived customer, soon to be a patron" putting another glass beside the first one

"Really?" Shocked to receive a free drink

"Yes sir, it's free, but it's different from what you ordered maybe you'll also like it"

"Then... thank you" glad to have a free drink

"Ahhhhh" stretching his body, it's been an hour since he started drinking "can I have the bill please?"

"Yes sir" placing the bill on the tray and giving it to him

"Here" giving back the tab with money

"Thank you for coming and come again sir" the bar tender bowed once again

"Yeah, thanks" walking to the front door

"Thank you, come again!" The bouncers said with a booming voice

"Y-yeah" he replied flustered

His apartment is just a walking distance he decided to walk to sober up a little, he wants to buy foods in the convenience store

"I want to buy these noodles" putting the noodles and money to the counter

"10 dollars in total sir" putting the noodles to the cellophane "Here, thank you for coming"

"Ah! it's almost midnight, I should get going"

His apartment is just a so so, it consists of two rooms both with a bathroom and one common bathroom, a living room and a kitchen, he decided to get an apartment with two rooms in case his family visits him and he doesn't want to share a room with anybody

He wanted to eat the noodles but he wanted to sleep more so he decided to sleep and to eat later

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"YOU ARE JUST AN UNWANTED CHILD!! WE DON'T WANT YOU HERE!!" The man whom he wasn't allowed to call father said angrily

"SHUT UP! DON'T SAY THAT TO OUR CHILD!" A woman trying to protect the child

"HE IS NOT MY CHILD!"

Listening to them bickering like this almost everyday is a common occurrence, he's thinking they are fighting because of his existence, if he wasn't born in this world he wouldn't be causing these people loneliness

Still in despair thinking 'I should just disappear... disappear from the life of these people who I call parents or just disappear from this world full of heart aches'

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? ABANDONING MY CHILD IN ORDER TO STAY WITH YOU? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? HE'S JUST A 10 YEARS OLD KID!"

"NOT ABANDONING BUT LETTING HIM STAY IN SOME HOMES!!! "

"GIVING HIM BACK THERE?! YOU DON'T CALL THAT ABANDONING?!

WE ARE LEAVING YOU!! AND DON'T TRY TO STOP US!!!!"

"WHAT?!! LEAVING ME BEHIND JUST LIKE THAT?! YOU BITCH!!!" the kid can't stop them from fighting

For all the mean things that the man has done to the mother and the child it was too late to fix it with just a simple apology