"ah!!" what the hell, im confused right now I can't remember anything, all I can feel is discomfort, confusion, pain and suffocation but the smell of lilies and his perfume which is what I'm most scared of is suffocating me more and then another gasp left my mouth as the weight on me is getting heavier I can't open my eyes but I turned my face to the right and forced my eyes to open and the same black wall I hate the most in the world and the same vase with the same Lillies, deep down I was already so scared that I didn't want to turn my face as I heard is breath and voice near my neck.
But I still did and I looked at him, the perfect face of the devil himself, Aaron Walker in that little light coming from the window in that dark room I could still see that small smile of his and that always perfectly groomed hair was a little messy and sweaty just like I remembered. But why I'm here? What did I do now? What's happening? Till now I was not even able to move my fingers but once I saw his face I didn't even notice when I started to cry and with all the force I had I tried pushing him "Noo, let go" slipped from my mouth between my cries. he jerked me towards him while clenching my left wrist as I felt his body weight getting more and a sharp pain around my wrist overpowering all the other pains I was feeling till now I looked at him not even daring to breathe, I held my breath while looking at his sharp eyes and scary face piercing my soul after torturing me for two hours like this he finally said In his deep like pacific ocean voice "still wanna leave?" I wish I could never answer this question because I know one wrong word from my mouth and he'll break my wrist into two pieces.
I could see his patience leave him every second so with all the courage I had I just nodded no I wanted to say something too but it never came out of my mouth, he left my wrist and started kissing and biting my neck I didn't dare to move or say anything as I did befo-- wait this happened before this was the time when I successfully got out of this golden cage for the first time after almost one year and confessed my love for rayan in front of him but it happened two years ago what happened why am I back? he already left then why am I back here again? what's wrong why can't I remember anything? "what's cooking in that small head of yous? Another plan to escape? " I was so deep in my head I didn't even notice when Aaron got up and started dressing up I looked at him and then my eyes fell on his curves all I could think was how can god make a devil like him so perfect but those thoughts went away when he covered them with his shirt. how can a monster like him dress like a gentleman in the morning I looked at him through the mirror "You are not- "leaving this room until you say so?" I cut his words and guessed what he was gonna say next "Yes" he replied and left the room without even looking at me.
I looked in the mirror again I was sitting on the bed still wearing that heavy makeup and my eyes fell on my body which was covered with those disgusting tattoos and his bit marks which made me look like a ghost on my right I saw my green wig lying on the floor I picked it up and thought doesn't matter much I try to look shitty he never notices or gets scared neither in this life nor in the previous one.
I got up and went inside the bathroom, opened up the shower and started rubbing those tattoos off my body. A few minutes later all that makeup and the tattoos were washed away, and my skin was smooth and clear again except for the marks of that monster god I hate him, "all this has happened before so this is before our marriage but why today and why now why not a little before so I wouldn't have done something this stupid but no I'm not this stupid this is not my fault but I'm the one paying up for it why me? She should pay for this, that two-faced bitch, Shelly. First, she got under my bother's skin and ruined his life then she ruined my image in front of every fucking one including in front Rayan and then manipulated in making everyone to think that I'm ugly and characterless that's why I wore that ugly green wig and she wanted me to get those tattoos too but I was scared of needle so I didn't and she also made me do stuff so her life could be better and me being stupid didn't even notice anything fishy about her I thought she was my best friend but all she wanted to destroy me and use all the people around me as chess pieces to her chess game but ill see how shell play me now".
I got out of the washroom and started changing when someone shouted my name in a very sweet voice I looked to my right and there she was my blood started boiling when I saw her fake concerned face and her voice she looked at me and saw the marks and for the first time I noticed how quickly her expressions changed from happy to sad if I didn't know her true behaviour and what all she said before I died nobody can easily know her true intentions she knows how to control her emotions so I did the same I blend in with her act too she was crying while hugging me "oh my god I can't believe this, I never thought in my worst dream he could do something like this, I should have known that he would go after you if you tried to meet Rayan, I shouldn't have helped you to meet it all my fault" yes it is your fault you knew all of that you dropped the hint that I was in Rayans house oh my god was I truly that blind. I started crying too and I acted like I broke down in her arms and said "No it's my fault how could you have ever known he is a monster"
God, she screwed me up just by one tactic all the time first she will help me run away knowing its impossible to cross over Aaron and me being stupid obviously believe it and run away then she would go tell Aaron to get on his good side and ill be the one to suffer I have to agree she is smart to kill two birds with one stone but not again my families revenge is not over yet and she thinks she is so smart na ill see how can she climb on the top by making people stairs now I will unfold all her schemes and scams that will be her biggest failure and my revenge but first I have to help my stupid brother. "okay ill go now but take care" Shelly said and went away. "Shellfish bitch" that's the only thing that came out of my mouth but what else could you call a person like her I don't get it why even bother to come here and put on a show like that the worse thing is I don't even remember doing something this bad to her that she just made her life mission to make me and my family suffer like my traitor family wasn't enough for that.
__________________________________________________________________________Its been 3 days and Aaron isn't home yet just like before and all I did in these days was to sleep a lot and think about the old memories and draft my revenge plan. I hate this house it feels like one day I'll die due to boredom and no one will even notice, Aaron isn't home most of the time and the servants rarely speak to me, they don't even look at me like they are scared of me at first I thought it was bcoz of My looks and makeup but it has been two years so obviously they have seen my real face but still they are scared so I have no idea what they are scared off.
I wore my PJ's and went down stairs in the garden it was so peaceful this house was known for the most beautiful garden it had the biggest and most beautiful fountain at the center on the pond and different types of expensive flowers everywhere some of them were the rarest to find,it was personally designed by Aaron, it took countries top architects and 5 years to make this house but it never mattered to me it was always felt like a jail to me, a beautiful one but still a jail , in front of that beautiful scene I forgot all my worries that's when I heard a familiar voice "Stella " I looked in the direction and saw a young handsome man he was wearing a really expensive suit, top three buttons of his shirt was open showing is developing muscles and he was carrying is jacket in his hand, his hair was also messy it looked like he climbed the wall or something, it was Rayan standing few steps away from me i looked at myself in the reflection of the water i was still wearing that wig and make up and then looked back at him at first he was shock and then his faced changed his expressions in to disgust " stella how could you disgrace yourself like this ?" 'disgrace' how could the person I flipped my whole life over for saying this, starting from wearing weird clothes to changing my whole face to embarrassing myself in front of everyone, how could he say that I'm disgracing myself?
I know Shelly has already filled his ears so I stood there and said nothing coz if he ever loved me then he wouldn't believe a single word coming out of her mouth but I also know that he never loved me not even for a single second it was me who was blind enough to not notice but now I can't bother to seek love from him I need to focus coz if Rayan is here then Aaron is already watching everything from the drawing room and I have already fallen in one of Shelly's plots so whatever I say next I have to be smart.
I took a long breath and played along I ignored the existence of Aaron and looked at Rayan with a confused expression and asked him " I'm confused Rayan are you asking me this question as my ex-fiancé or as my brother in law" "look stella I know you blame me for everything that has happened but you have to understand that I had no power at that time I admit that you are suffering right now bcoz of me but that's why I'm here come with me I will help you get out of this country.....