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Chapter 5 - Hope : Her eyes ( A journey of self discovery)

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Chapter 4 : her eyes

Written by Nakoma Beatrice yibe

Warning ⚠️⚠️⚠️: You didn't write, don't you dare copy it 😒😡😡

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I take a very deep breath and let out an ear piercing scream "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!" , my feets lose strength and I fall to my knees , my body feels weak as I try crawling out my bathroom , my tears blinding my vision , I feel every cell in my body shaking with fear ...by the time I get to my bed , my parents cone rushing into the room panic stricken , " What's wrong baby ? Are you ok ? Are you hurt ? " Mum enquires checking every inch of my body , Daddy kneels down and picks me up in his arns trying to console me but i cry out more , " Dawn talk to me what's wrong Sweet heart ? " Mum pulls my hands , my eyes are shut tight and tears pour out from them ...I hug dad my dad ajd bury my face ibro his chest , my body trembling ...my mum starts crying as well , "Honey what's wrong with my  daughter? " Mum questions Dad ..."Mummy my eyes they.. they're weird" i whisper too scared to voice out the problem, "what do you mean weird ? "Dad asks , "look at me sweetheart , it's fine , let mummy take a look " my mum says wiping my tear stained cheeks ...I open my eyes gently and a gasp escapes from my parents mouths...but mum tells an obvious lie , " Darling your eyes are very beautiful, blue soothes you quite well , don't worry its because your dad's eyes are blue and due to your hormones being familiar with your dad's, your eyes turned blue itd not that bad... come on  , dress up quickly you still have school today " mum concludes and I simply nod , sobbing at this point , well I know she's lying something is definitely wrong with me and I'll find out soon ..

Dad pulls mum out of my room , probably to freak out together, I know they don't want to feel bad reason for that silly lie but maybe that's what I  needed to hear , because I now feel alot better and surprisingly calm ...I observe my reflection in the mirror and i must admit i look extremely beautiful..these new eyes make my caramel skin look even brighter and I even feel like I can see things better ..." Well that was a lot to handle " I murmur and get ready for school ...We had our breakfast together at Dad dropped me off at school , I had accompanied him here the previous week  for my registration so I knew my way around . After kissing Dad goodbye , I walked to class , I could see several children crying and making a scene as their parents dropped the off ..I simply rolled my eyes " so childish " I whisper and went on to locate my class ..I was registered in grade 5 ...yep I was very very young for my class , but i had passed the entrance exam into that grade so it was only fair ...

I easily spotted  my class ..it had grade 5 boldly written on the top most part of the door and there were several kids who appeared taller than me loitering outside the class , well they were almost twice my age so it's pretty normal , my nervousness increased to the summit , I've heard of so many stories related to bullying , racism and all and i felt my hands wet with sweat ...geez i was honestly terrified ...I walked into the class with slow , steady foot steps and almost immediately all eyes turned to me , the class was pindrop silent ... Okkkk what the hell is going on ? What's that look , why are they staring at me like me like that ..."Ahhh she's soo cute " some crazy girls rushed to me pulling my cheeks ..how rude don't they know of the word privacy?  " ughh stop touching that hurts " I said trying to  swat  their  vicious hands away from  precious cheeks with a slight frown on my face...but this seemed to send them into a frenzy ..."ahhh she's so cute " " i love her skin" " i love her eyes , omg look at her lips " "she's quite slender, she could be a child model " " omg that's my baby sister" " you wish! Stop pulling her to yourself" ... their enthusiasm scared the living hell out me , what the hell was a this , what happened to bullying the weak , black marginalization or pride ..what the hell was all this , am no sadists but I definitely did not sign up to be the class doll this is ridiculous ....