2 nd October and I was going to confess my feelings to Anamika, it was 6 in evening and everything was going as planned Anamika and Adhya were walking me and Ankit were walking.
Ankit did his job he spoke to Adhya and now it was my turn to do everything.
Prem:"Anamika I wanna tell you something important".
Anamika:"Yes what is it ?".
Prem:"Not here but privately can we walk?".
Anamika:"But what is it".
Prem:"Actually it's".
***Confession stared***
You know I will worship you the way krishna did for Radha ,
You know I will even wait for you the way lord shiva did for Parvati,
I will even fight with all your Ravan's in your life
Those 15 minutes of walk with you till bus stop will be so much beautiful,
I will hold your hands and walk and reciting my poem to you,
Then when we sit in bus we will hear to songs ,
You know I have created a playlist of your name in which I have the most beautiful songs ,
Once we reach College I will come to your class take your phone click a picture and pull your cheeks ,
In lunch I wanna feed you with my own hands ,
While coming back also I will hold your hands and we will walk and come together,
Monthly once we will go to terrace and see the sunset,
And the moon rise you will be seeing the moon and I will be seeing you cause there is nothing beautiful than you in this world .
You know everyday is a very special day of my life because everyday I meet you ,
And your birthday is much more special because that day you were born, my reason for happiness.
I don't know to dance but I wanna dance with you ,
I don't know to sing but I wanna sing with you ,
When you are on your periods I wanna handel your mood swings,
When your angry I wanna make you feel calm,
When your happy I wanna make you more happy,
And in night I wanna cook food for you feed you with my own hand ,
Carry you in my arms and do a gentle head massage,
And rub your stomach which will reduce your period cramps,
Then when you fall asleep I wanna see you sleeping,
I will play with your hairs and keeping playing.
Next morning also I will be awake and see you waiting for your eyes to meet mine ,
You know as soon as we come in relationship we will go to Iskon to take blessings of Radha Krishna,
You know I have selected jhumkas and sare's for you also ,
Not only that I have even decided the place where we will get married,
I love each and every atom of yours ,
When we buy a small house in future I will keep your's and mine wall sticker in our room ,
The day I meet you the moon, the sun all are looking ugly to me ,
My heart only beats for you and you only Anamika,
I know you had a very bad past relationship but trust me I will keep you very much happy,
I can't even think of hurting you ,
I will be in your heart and you will be in my heart ,
I know it's difficult to again trust in love but give me a try and I will show you how you should be loved,
I will show you how to take care of you .
If I don't get you I will be completely broken ,
Happiness from my life will be gone ,
But that's true I can't force you to love me and I cant stop my self from loving you ,
If you say no I will ask 6 wishes from you please full fill it .
1.first can I get a selfie with you so that in future I can keep this as my wall sticker,
2.can I get your picture in sare,
3. Can I get permission to imagine you as my wife and lead my life ,
4. Can I get permission to take your name and give it to my adopted daughter,
5. When I will be on my death bead I want you to hold my hand and talk to me for a last time I wanna see you for a last time and leave this world,
6. Can I again to permission to love you in next life.
You know I want you not only for this life but i want to love you for all of my births ,
I will stop writing poems and give you all my poems which I wrote for you ,
I will still wait for you everyday at 6 and hope you to just come out ,
I will wait for you till end of my life and keeping waiting for you till i die,
I will wait for you for that 0.0000001%chance,
In future I will go back to that time when we meet and just be there for whole life.
I love you Anamika I love you.
***Confession ended***
Anamika:"DummyYou wanted to say me this".
Prem:"Ya I really wanted to say this to you from a long time".
Anamika:"Can I reply you in few days".
Prem:"Yes you can".
Atlast I said her what I wanted to say to her and while I was saying her she had a smile , so I guess its a yes only but I want to hear it from her voice.