September 4 this day was worst day of my life , Anamika was leaving today for her hometown to get the land which her grandmother kept for her. I said her that even I will come but she was no you don't come you be here and study .
This was for the first time that I had to stay without Anamika, morning I dropped her till station and her train arrived at 7 in morning, I couldn't see her going, my eyes couldn't see her going so my tears blured my vision,my feelings was unexpressed and nobody could understand what I was feeling.
I returned to house and was seeing Anamika pictures and was feeling sad ,I really wanted to call her and I couldn't stop it so I dilaed her number.
***Call started***
Anamika:"Hey Dummy".
Prem:"Hello did you have something?".
Anamika:"yes and you?".
Prem:"Ya even I did".
Anamika:"you are missing me right".
Prem:"Ya ofcourse but how did you got to know"
Anamika:"It was clearly seen on your face when you came to drop me".
Prem:" Ya I am missing you so much ,like now also I am looking at your pictures only".
Anamika:"That's so sweet but why are you missing me so much".
Prem:"Now your an important part of my life and I just want you to be with me for all the time".
Anamika:"So sweet of you ,but go and study and ya if you want more pictures then say me I will send you".
Prem:"Ok bye take care".
Anamika:"Bye take care".
***Call ended***
The moment I cut the call I had a smile , because I spoke to Anamika and even siad her that she is important in my life.So I start to study COA this was a tough subject and it took nearly three hours to complete it .Then I wrote a poem for her in which I wrote that how can I survive a day without her.
***Poem****
Title:Come back soon
Today for one day you are not here ,
And I am so frightened and feared,
Today for one day I couldn't feel your presence,
My whole day and time was a new sense,
For the first time i couldn't see your eyes ,
I will be honest this was not at all nice ,
Where have you gone in this unknown world ,
How can my life be so curled,
Can you come back as soon as possible ,
So I that you can end all my trouble,
A day without you is like hell,
I don't know who casted this spell,
Each second without you is like decade ,
I feel this situation in totally dismayed ,
I feel my reason for happiness has come to and end,
Can God please fix me mend,
From now I want to you to spend each moment with me ,
So that my life again becomes a glee,
Come back so that I can be free,
Come back so that I can be free.
***Poem ended***
I will recite this poem to her once she comes back and say her that how much I missed her ,and I will even say that from next time don't go without me whatever is the situation I will go with her ,I never knew that I would miss her so much that I would start speaking to her pictures and would wait for her to just comeback .I guess this is what love menas when they are not there you see them everywhere and miss them a lot that you even start speaking to their pictures.