30th July Isn't it amazing how someone comes in your life and make it beautiful, the same thing happened to me Anamika entered my life and made it as beautiful as a rose . Finally the day has come I was going to say Anamika my feelings, I don't know what will be her reaction but i was going to say her .
I wanted to be this her best proposal ever so I had rose with me , a cute poem meant for her ,and my explanation about love for her , everything was just so perfectly ready and I was waiting for Anamika to come .Today was a holiday and I called Anamika to near by park .She came and I well be honest she was looking to much beautiful it was evening 5.30.
Prem:"You are looking so beautiful today".
Anamika:"Than you dummy, but why did you call me here in evening ".
Prem:"you will get to know soon ".
I gave her the rose and was ready to say her , Anamika listen carefully what I am going to say you now . I opened my poem and started to read .
"For love i will reach the highest peaks,
That nobody had ever reached.
I will write you verses, sweet and true,
In every word, I will express my love for you.
I will be your shelter in the darkest night,
A hope of light in darkest nights .
I will capture each moment, each smile, each shade of yours
For with you, my love, I have nothing to fear.
I'll hold your hand through odd's and eve's
In every battle, together we'll win.
I willl be your rock, your anchor, your shore,
In your love, I've found forevermore.
I will listen, I will care, I will understand,
For you, my dear, I will be your helping hand.
I will be your partner, your confidant, your friend,
For love knows no bounds, and I will love you to the end.
I will love you to the end . I love you,i love you."
Anamika:"Prem are you serious".
Prem:"Yes and I still wanna say you more so please just listen".
"I will worship you the way Krishna did for Radha ,
I will even wait for you the way lord shiva did for Parvati ,
I will fight for you the way Ram fought for sita ,
I will hold your hands in public,
That 15 mins of walk from home till bus stop will be like heaven for me cause i will be holding your hands and walking,
In bus we will sit side by side i will still hold your hand ,
We will have one earphone and one side you will wear and one side i will ,
We will listen to your fav songs and mine to,
You know i created a playlist for us ,
In lunch break i wanna feed you with my own hands ,
While coming back i will buy icecream and we will share one icecream only ,
Again holding your hand and coming back ,
Monthly once we will go to terrace and see the sunset,
Soon after we come in relationship we will go to iskon to seek Krishnas blessings,
You know I have even selected the jumkas for you ,
Not only that i have selected saree for you also ,
I imagined you in that and got fainted toh,
If i will see you in reality then what will happen,
From now till my last breath i will write poem only for you ,
In periods i wanna handle your mood swings,
I wanna cook food for you ,
I wanna feed you ,
I wanna do head massage for you ,
I wanna rub your stomach and make you feel better ,
I wanna make you fall sleep,
I know you had a bad relationship previously but trust me i am not like that,
I will treat you like a queen,
For your happiness i will burn down the whole world ,
You know even if I get a chance to shine in stars i would still sit with you in rain,
He was not meant for you,
I know you are my soulmate,
And i will wait for you till death ,
You know what are my nightmares,
My nightmare is not seeing you ,
My nightmare is not taking to you ,
My nightmare is you not being mine,
My nightmare is you be angry to me ,
With you i will face success and failure ,
I will win your and my parents heart to accept us ,
You know i beg to krishna so that you can be mine ,
You know i manifest Eveready so that you can be mine ,
You know i beg to krishna that my heart never falls again for anyone,
With you i wanna see all the seasons,
With you i wanna see death and everything will you be mine.
Prem:"Will you be mine Anamika".
Anamika:"Dummy obviously yes, you know you where the first one to stop me crying , and when I was sick you even came to my house and took care ,dummy I love you too".
Prem:"Really, I love you infinity Anamika, I love you infinity".
Today's day was so much special day of my life , I got my love life to be honest I had the feeling from starting only but couldn't say her but some how i said it to her and she accepted me , after the proposal we just hugged eachother,and I pulled her cheeks for the first time.
The alarm rang and the time was 5.30 whatever I saw till now was a dream ,I was like really a dream about me proposing Anamika nice , but I really started to like her now ,I hope even she likes me to . But this dream was so cute she said me yes I hope she even says in reality also .