Its been a pretty hectic week for me. So I'll make this quick.
October 29, 2024. My mother discovered that my father was having an affair. Forced him to get out of the house and since then she has entered a state of depression until now.
College problems, writing, lack of sleep, pressure and now family problems.
I can't have a single day without worrying what my mother would do at home while I'm at school. Then when I get home, I have to be there for her to offer my help and shoulder to cry on. And only then I can have the time to get to writing after calming her down.
To be honest, I don't even know what to do anymore. Problems after problems kept piling up that I wish I could just go back to time and redo everything in hopes that I can make everything fine.
But no, this is real life. No fantasies. I guess I just have to deal with it and hope for the best.
4 months ago, I finally bought myself a ps5 and guess what, its been 2 months since I last touched the controller. I don't have any spare time for myself.
I thought that by publishing the new fanfic and increasing my patreon earnings would lift my spirits, I was wrong. Not only I just added more pressure to myself but I now have to make sure I can keep the pace of both new and old fanfic.
All I ask of you guys is to spare me at least a week to get myself and my problems sorted. If I didn't publish a chapter next week, I might be dead by that time.