They walked into the living room, and before we knew what was going on, she flipped the light on and locked eyes with Trevor, who had Teddy bent over the couch. We had interrupted Teddy and Trevor, who were having a mind-blowing night of their own.
"Holy shit!" Decker exclaimed.
Way to go, Tanner!
"Oh God, Trevor, I'm so sorry I shut the light off. We'll be going now."
"No big deal, Sugar Pop."
"Alright then. Carry on," she said it coming out quickly.
"What? Are you serious? You're just going to continue?"
"Why not? Now, stop clenching, Teddy. Actually, keep it up; that feels amazing."
Even in the dark, she could see Decker was about to faint. She grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the living room and down the hall to the kitchen.
She had temporarily forgotten about Nadia. Seeing your roommate fucking your... Well, Decker's roommate will do that to a person.
"Do you want some water or something?" she asked, digging through the fridge.
He put his hands on the counter and leaned in. "How were you so nonchalant about this? Your best friend and my Beta are..." He whispered, "fucking on the couch, and you just say sorry, carry on? He says no big deal, and now you're offering me water?"
"Would you rather have juice?" she called from behind the fridge door. "What did you call Teddy? Your Beta?" She laughed. "And that makes you what? The alpha? Men are just so, fucking well, men." She emerged from the fridge with two bottles of water and shrugged. "Why do you all identify as an alpha male?"
Decker POV
As soon as the word beta popped out of my mouth, I knew I had some serious backpedaling to do, or I could just come clean.
I need my mate. I need her to know that she is my mate. This is getting way too hard. I'm getting way too hard. Good thing Nadia sent me that pic. It deflated the raging hard-on I had when we were in the car. Then again, if that didn't work, I'm pretty sure what I saw in the living room would have. Not that there is anything wrong with it but walking in on it was a shock. Though, Teddy has walked in on me with some she-wolf about three dozen times. Oh wow. I am a man-ho. What do they say? 'The difference between a hooker and a ho ain't nothing but a fee.' Ugh. She is never going to want to be with me. What if she's a virgin? No, that's impossible. Look at her. Oh, I'm looking alright. You think I'm a man-ho? Next time I look in the mirror, take a peek.
"Yeah, I guess you could say that." I took the bottle of water from her and drank half of it, trying to avoid any further conversation about me or my Beta.
"I didn't think you two were even friends, just roommates, and you call him your Beta? Doesn't that mean you are like besties? Close confidants? Your ride-or-die?"
"Well, I mean. We tolerate each other. Really well. I'm not sure I'm going to be able to look him in the face anymore. As far as my ride and die, that would be my mate because when we find each other, our bond will never break." I looked into her eyes, begging her to understand me.
"Ohh, OK. Like a soulmate? You believe in that sort of thing?"
"You don't?" This is not going to bode well considering.
"I want to. I mean, I hope it's true, but what are the odds that our soulmate will ever find us? What are the odds that they will just be standing in front of us one day? Why does everyone think that their soulmate lives in the same area code as them? Billions of people on this plant, do you know what the odds are? Against us." Wow, you are a Debbie Downer.
"Is that really the way you feel?"
"I'm a realist, Deck. I read the books, but I don't actually believe in the fantasy."
Her father did us no favors, Decker. No shit. Her wolf needs to stop talking and just come forth and reveal herself. I think that comment may have hurt Wrigley's feelings.
"What if it was true? The fantasy. Would you believe then?"
"Sure. Yeah, whatever." She laughed. "Exactly how much did you have to drink?"
"Sunshine, I need to tell you--"
"Are you hungry? I'm hungry. Drinking always makes me hungry." I do not want to hear about how he would rather be with Nadia right now.
You forgot horny. Very, very horny, and you have a magnificent beast in front of you. Aren't you the least bit curious about how he looks under those—I've had about enough. You need to go into the desolate corner of my brain. I'm sure my imaginary friend could use some conversation. Please. Well, she let that go awful fast.
"Damn it!" she exclaimed.
"What?"
She looked so disappointed. "We left the dessert in the car."
"Well, you have to have a little something sweet." I stepped close to her.
"Do I?" she chuckled.
I could feel the heat coming from her body. I wanted to take her into my arms. So, fucking badly.
"Sunshine, about the text from earlier."
She dropped her chin to her chest. "You don't owe me any kind of explanation. I am nobody to you or to each other."
I couldn't do it any longer. I couldn't hold myself back.
Either she will kiss me back, or she will kick me in the dick. My wolf growled. Take her and kiss her. Worry about your dick later.
Why is he looking at me like that? I think he wants to kiss me. Is he going to kiss me? Do I want him to kiss me? Yes, of course, I want him to fucking kiss me. Yes, you do. Let that sexy animal kiss you. I don't know if I'm starting to show signs of schizophrenia, hearing voices and all that shit, but I'm going to listen to her, me, them, it.
She looked like she was deep in thought. Maybe now is not the time. Yes, it is. Trust me on this one. I have insider information.
I had no reason not to believe my wolf. I gently ran my hands up her arms. I felt goosebumps under my fingers. I licked my bottom lip.
Now is our chance on three. One... Two...
Before I knew it, she had grabbed me by the shirt and tugged me into her.
"I want you to kiss me if you don't want to. I completely un--"
I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her close placing my hand on the back of her neck, I slowly brought her lips to mine. The kiss was slow and soft. My body ached, and Dawson howled. Dear Goddess, she was an amazing kisser. I ran my hand up her side, feeling the beautiful curve of her body. I love curves. How is it that I never liked a girl with curves before? Because they weren't her curves.
His one kiss is melting my insides, my pussy throbbing and wet with heat and wanting. His touch is like fire on my skin. I want more. I want him to touch me everywhere. I am terrified to have another man touch me. Not this one. He's different. You can feel it in his touch. Don't you feel it? I do. I feel it.
My hands slipped up and cupped the side of her breast. "Mine," I moaned through our kiss.
She pulled away from me like I had just bitten her. Did I bite her? No. I didn't. What the hell?
"Deck, why are you doing this?"
"Doing what? Kissing you?" Why is she asking me this? Now?
"Yeah, I'm not your type, and I don't need your pity kisses."
"Wrenly, this is not a pity kiss. I think you are smart, funny, kind, and an absolutely breathtaking woman who, yes, I would be interested in. Extremely interested in..." I kissed her. "A girl."Another kiss. "Like." Another kiss. "You. The question is, would a girl like you be interested in a guy like me?"
She looked at me, her eyes bouncing back and forth, looking at mine.
"Would you be seen in public with me? Would you be proud to introduce me to your friends, or would I be your dirty little secret?"
"I already had dinner with you tonight. We were in public together."
"That was only because our fathers--"
I've had enough. I picked her up and put her on the counter.
"Don't do that. You're going to pop a hernia."
"Wrenly, I bench way more than you might weigh." I put myself between her legs, my hands on her hips. I pulled her into me. My cock was hard, and now my knot was throbbing. I pressed against her as far as her skirt would allow.
"We shouldn't be doing this, Trevor--"
"We just saw Trevor railing my roommate. I don't think he would really care what he saw us doing." I slid my hands up her thighs, running my thumbs between them, opening them with little to no effort.
"I want to touch you, baby. Can I touch you? Maybe here. My thumb brushed her lace panties. They were hot and wet."
She swallowed hard. "Yes, more, please." She leaned back onto her hands.
"Tell me what you want me to do. What can I do to make you believe how I really feel about you?"
Mark her. I am not marking her. We've talked about this, but not without her permission. I changed my mind. You're never going to get her to agree to that if she doesn't know who or what she really is. Maybe you should talk to her father. Ask him how he told his wife about his true self. That's a good idea. Now, if you would excuse me, I have a pretty girl to pleasure and do not want to talk about her parents.
I kissed her. I started down her neck to her shoulder. I softly kissed the spot where I was going to leave my mark. Her body shuddered.
Oh my God, I don't know why, but you kissing me there makes me even more wet for you. Oh fuck, what did I just say? Please tell me I did not say that out loud.
Decker smiled. No, but I heard it.
Decker, why are you in my head? I'm really going crazy.
No, you're not.
I'm really drunk. I'm not just hearing voices; I am hearing his voice, too. Maybe I am just hearing what I want to hear. Fuck, I am craving sexual relief from him. I vowed never to have sex again till I married a born-again virgin, if you will. I'm really struggling with that vow. The harder it kisses my neck, the less I am going to be able to hold back. I'm puddy in his hands.
Wrenly POV
"You're dripping wet," he said as he pushed his fingers against the center of my crotch, rubbing my clit through my soaked panties.
"I need you, Deck."
"Tell me what you desire, Sunshine."
He was now running his finger up and down my slit. I wanted him to rip my fucking panties off, that's what I desire.
"Are you this wet just for me? Do you want me to move these to the side and fuck you with my fingers?"
I nodded my head.
"Words Sunshine. Use your words like a good girl."
"Touch me, Deck."
"Where do you want me to touch you? Tell me."
I was embarrassed to say the word pussy. He was trying to make me say it.
"I guess you don't want me to touch you?"
"Yes, I do. Touch my pussy Deck." I swear I heard him growl; it was deep and animalistic. It turned me on even more if that was humanly possible.
"Good girl."
And that turns me on even more.
I let out a moan when his figure brushed against my swollen clit, making the walls of my pussy clench over and over in anticipation.
He gave me a sly smile as he thrusted his thick middle finger deep into my cunt in one motion. Lewd, wet sounds filled the kitchen as his finger moved slowly in and out of me, curling up inside of me, exploring and searching for the most pleasurable spot. His thumb pressed my clit, and he made slow circles. I let out a sigh of satisfaction. I was in ecstasy. I opened my legs wider for him. I took my top off, his eyes going wide when he saw my breasts. "Kiss me, please."
He clamped his lips to mine. Our tongues teased each other's. I ran my hands over his chest and started to undo his buttons. I needed to feel him. I ran my hand along the definition of his pecs.
He moved my bra to the side and put my nipple in his mouth. His tongue flicked, and he sucked. I couldn't believe how fucking amazing it felt. I've had my tits sucked before, but every time he touched me, the pleasure multiplied. "Oh, hell. That's good. Do that." I couldn't help but let out a loud moan.
I felt his finger pull out, but before I could say anything, he slid it back in along it another one. "Got you are so fucking wet, so fucking hot. I love how much I can turn you on, Sunshine."
He was now fucking me faster. I hadn't felt like this in years. I wanted more.
I started grinding my hips into his hand. His fingers were swirling around and petting every inch of my wet walls.
"Deck." I panted hard.
"What baby? You like this, don't you?"
"Ahh. It feels so fucking good."
Mate. The voice inside my head shouted. "Mate," I mumbled.
Did you hear what she just said? Yes, Dawson. I need her. Take her. She wants us.
I was on the verge when Decker whispered into my ear. "I am going to fuck you so hard you'll never want another man's cock inside of you. You'll be begging me not to stop. Do you want me inside you, Princess? I'm going to make you scream my name."
A horrible memory flashed in my head. I could feel his hands on me, forcing them up my skirt. I smelled the stench of his body odor, cigarettes, and beer. I remember trying to scream, but his hand was clamped down hard on my mouth.
I felt the panic in my chest. My heart started to pound, and I could feel my pulse in my neck. "Get away from me." I shoved his chest hard. He stumbled back, his fingers sliding out of me.
The look on her face broke his heart. "What did I do? What did I say? You told me I could."
I jumped off the counter, struggling to fix my clothes. Not again, please God.
"Sunshine, please tell me what's going on."
"Just go," I shouted at him.
He held his hands up in surrender. "OK, I'll go. Just please tell me what I--"
"DECKER! GO! NOW!"
NO! DON'T! IT'S NOT HIM. PLEASE SNAP OUT OF IT! PLEASE! HE WOULD NEVER HURT YOU. Wrigley whined.
Trevor and Teddy were now standing in the doorway of the kitchen.
I had started to cry and was shaking. I couldn't breathe; it was like the oxygen had put sucked out of the room.
"Sugar Pop." Trevor ran over and took me in his arms. "What happened? Did he hurt you?"
"Decker, what happened? What did you do?" Teddy asked.
"I-I swear to the Goddess I didn't do anything at least I don't think I did. We were just... well, you know."
"No, we don't know," Trevor said.
"We were fooling around and both enjoying each other's company and then she just kind of went into a panic. I swear I didn't... I would never..." His eyes were wide and full of fear.
I was trembling uncontrollably now. I tried to take deep breaths, but I just couldn't seem to catch my breath.
Teddy pulled him by the arm. "Come on, Decker, we should go."
"No, my mate needs me."
Don't leave her. She's in pain.
"Please don't make me go, Sunshine," he begged.
I whispered into Trevor's ear.
"OK, alright. Teddy, will you please take him home?" Trevor asked.
Decker looked at Teddy, his eyes begging him not to agree.
"Sure, baby. I'll call you later." Teddy kissed Trevor on the cheek.
"Come on, Decker." Teddy took him by the shoulder and steered him towards the door.
"Please. I don't want to leave her. She needs me. All of me, Teddy. Don't you understand?"
Teddy mind linked him. Alpha, we have to go. She needs some space. I am sure Trevor will take care of her. I'm sure he knows what's going on.
But he can't take care of her like I can. You and I both know that. I'm sure if she would just let me hold her, I could calm her down.
I know you yearned to be with her, and I know Dawson feels that he needs to protect her. But you need to let her go right now. Something happened, and you don't know what it was, and you don't want to make it happen again. Do you understand?
Why do you have to be the smart one?
I'm the brains. You're the Bron. That's just