"I don't follow you. What do you mean by thirty years with you, twenty years with mom and five years with the doctors? Why can't I remember that and how am I still this young?" Ella asked startled. She remembers very well that she's just twenty one years old. "Where are all these coming from and why didn't I know about them much sooner?"
"I was afraid to surface in the life that you chose. The one that allows you to be you and ruins it for you. I was afraid if I came any closer, you will stop being the best of yourself and returned back to the child you were. The lonely one, the one that blames everyone – well me to be precise – about everything. I wanted a better life for you. The one that will accept you for who you are and not what you are. You came this far without me, and I was afraid to bring you back to where you started from." He replied. Oh he wished she would understand.
