It's been day after all wild afternoon and night wildness in getting my best gift....all the girls except molly and ginny went back as they have someone at home and one day and night is hard enough to cover not more can be covered Luna was saved by molly saying it was because I was in bad health she wanted to spend some time with us....and others mainly controlled or didn't have someone to answer to...
Today we decided to go shopping as u don't want to go with other weasleys and get into trouble and scorn we came to decision that we will visit olivanders ....it was a hard decision as if we go there now and when Ron's time come he can't go there it will make us more suspected and this secret thing started getting on my nerve and I started discussing thing about Black's with others and then I got something important that has escaped my mind.....sirius is alive and will cone out in third year of harry's hogwarts adventures...I need to make sure something I done as I will be in a bad situation and I can't let him out as he Is a black and sumbledoor will use this buetiful mansion as center for freid chicken shop sh!t ... I don't want that ...and if serius becomes innocent and wants to live with us ....that perverted bastard one pervert black is enough in this house even if my girls are protected by magic or system law I don't want them to be near that bastard for a second as I know that man will go after every hol e I their universe
.....why did I think thet about him ...
Why didn't I think he was eun!(h when the world was in process of scanning my views , thought and desire ...let's bygone s be bygones I need to stop it at any cost ....
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I asked narcissa's help when she came to us after breakfast as she was to give draco and malfoy some orders and then we discussed about it what will happen if sirius came out of Azkaban and I showed my dislik3 for and the thing we got were two answer one let's make a ritual and make kick him out as it may really be was as I did win the lords seat from him and then the second let's kill hom in jail break which made me feel a little bitter in mouth and then I understood I can't kill someone all the things I boost about being evel and what not I didn't kill and I have the whole heritage of blacks but I didn't even learnt the three unforgivable as I was busy in musing and what not and then I decided I needed to change in this world things are not that simple people die and I can't keep my hopes for this world s fate to keep me safe always I have seen death ...
....and people my girls souls are immortal and they have all protection not me and thry will die if killed and that will make me feel sad all I want is my life and wife ....no need to be savior or villain to this world I have many world to see let's get ready of embrace myself....let's go now
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A lll that self motivation and what not and after that I do this....I was going to lean death curse when I remembered I didn't complete my occulmency brain computer.....hell I was so much into reading this and developing that I made a new language well its basically like Java and I know it's old and nit mine but yeah what can I do huh this is 1991 for God's sake it won't be launched till 95 and I needed it so I developed it with help of other scientists and deleted their memories not I have enough stolen knowledge that o can make a super computer at home with correct material and I don't know why they say electronics don't work with magic ....I was having a blast with electronic monitors and cpu I can't believe that they were making us think that it was a bad idea all I had to do was to stole some electricity from lines as I can't get connections here and these ministry maggots will come sniffing after me...
And so I can't practice it I have read the theory years ago and also of many other black magics but that was basics and I haven't even read 5% of knowledge with help of natsha and this knowledge alon can me one of prominent dark wizard in this time and that's something which shows the foundation of ancient noble families like black ...and the gaunts are still there for me to explore and the secret chamber what is ongoing actually...just how much there is to read .... ...