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Chapter 5 - 05

Later on that day, after bidding farewell to everyone at the club, Aumi and Mei returned to their classroom.

With a sense of enthusiasm for the impending school festival and togetherness, Aumi and Mei smiled at their other club members as they headed back to their classroom.

"It was a great brainstorming session. See you all later!" Aumi said, her voice glowing with appreciation.

With gratitude for the friendly environment of the broadcasting club, Mei said goodbye to her new acquaintances. "Yeah, thanks everyone! I'm excited to see our plans come to fruition," she said, her enthusiasm palpable.

Aumi and Mei were still giddy with anticipation from the day's events as they walked into their classroom. They exchanged a knowing look, their excitement for the festival broadcast growing by the second.

Aumi and Mei took their seats, determined to face the obstacles that awaited them, with a clear sense of purpose.

Sei said, "Great, you guys are back! Your announcement earlier got me excited for the upcoming event" she said.

Sei's excitement made Aumi and Mei smile, as they were pleased to see their buddy looking forward to the occasion. With gratitude in her voice, Aumi said, "Thanks, Sei! We're glad to hear that."

Mei said, "Yeah, it's going to be a lot of fun," her enthusiasm clear in her voice.

Chi spoke up from their next desk, their eyes bright with inquiry. "So, with their curiosity piqued, what's the big announcement about?" they leaned forward.

Mei and Aumi glanced at each other and grinned conspiratorially. "You'll just have to wait and see,"

Aumi teased back. "But trust us, it's going to be something you won't want to miss."

Aumi and Mei returned to their seats with a sense of excitement in the air, ready to tell their classmates about the impending festival broadcast.

They couldn't help but be appreciative of their friends' enthusiasm and support as they awaited the big day.

They all agreed that they were prepared to turn the school festival into a genuinely remarkable occasion.

The classroom was alive with anticipation for the approaching event as more students participated in the discourse.

"I wonder what surprises they have in store for us," Yeon said, her eyes glistening with interest.

"I've heard it's going to be something really special," Hana said, a hint of enthusiasm in her voice.

Chi excitedly nodded as their interest was awakened. "I can't wait to find out! It's going to be the highlight of the school year," they shrieked.

The atmosphere was electric with anticipation for the big announcement as the other students shared their own ideas and conjectures.

Mei and Aumi grinned at each other, appreciating their classmates' enthusiasm and encouragement.

Everyone in the classroom burst into laughing and conversation as the bell sounded, signaling the end of the school day, and everyone got ready to travel home.

"See you all tomorrow!" said Aumi, bidding her classmates farewell with a wave as she and Mei exited the classroom, their hearts brimming with anticipation for the forthcoming festival.

Aumi and Mei were confident they could make the festival broadcast an event the whole school community would never forget, especially with the help of their friends and the excitement of the crowd.

They couldn't help but be appreciative of the chance to spread their love of broadcasting to everyone in their vicinity as they looked to the future.

Aumi yelled out to Kyle as they were walking down the corridor; he responded with a wave and approached her.

Aumi waved and said, "Hey, Kyle!" her smile widening as she saw him coming up the stairs.

With a smile on his face, Kyle waved back and moved to stand between Aumi and Mei. "Hey, Aumi! What's up?" he said in a kind voice.

Aumi went back to Kyle after glancing at Mei, who gave her a supportive nod. With enthusiasm in her voice, she shouted, "We just had a meeting with the broadcasting club. We're getting ready for the school festival, and it's going to be amazing!"

Kyle's curiosity glowed in his eyes. He was curious to know more and said, "That sounds awesome! What's the plan?"

Walking down the corridor together, Aumi shared her thoughts and excitement for the festival broadcast with Kyle, going over the specifics of their arrangements. Mei added her own opinions and passion, her joy glistening in her eyes.

As he took in the knowledge, Kyle nodded in agreement while paying close attention. He commented, "That sounds like it's going to be a blast. I can't wait to see it all come together," with respect in his voice for Aumi and Mei's commitment to their club.

Aumi and Mei grinned as they arrived at the school's door, appreciative of Kyle's encouragement and excitement.

They were even more thrilled for the festival broadcast because of Kyle's support, and they felt like they had friends rooting for them all the way.

"Since it's getting dark already, I'll drive you home Aumi" Kyle offered.

"Thanks, Kyle, that would be great," Aumi replied with gratitude, appreciating his offer as darkness began to descend outside.

Kyle nodded, a reassuring smile on his face. "Of course, I want to make sure you get home safely," he said, his tone warm and caring.

Kyle kindly offered to drive Aumi home as nightfall approached, which she gratefully accepted. She appreciated his concern for her safety as they traveled together.

During the ride, Aumi found solace in Kyle's presence, feeling reassured by his caring demeanor and supportive nature.

"Hey, I've been meaning to ask you something important" Kyle said, breaking the silence. 

"Sure, what is it?" Aumi asked, raising her eyebrow. 

"Well, I've been courting you for almost four years and I was thinking can our relationship with each other be in the next level. Don't you think?" Kyle stated while asking.

Kyle's words hung in the air, filling the car with a sense of tension and anticipation. Aumi's heart skipped a beat as she processed his confession, her mind racing with thoughts and emotions.

"I... I didn't realize you felt that way, Kyle," Aumi replied, her voice filled with a mix of surprise and uncertainty. "I mean, we've been friends for so long, and I've always valued our friendship."

Kyle nodded, his expression earnest as he met Aumi's gaze. "I understand, Aumi. And I value our friendship too, more than anything," he said, his voice tinged with sincerity. "But lately, I've found myself wanting something more. I've realized that my feelings for you have grown deeper over time, and I can't help but wonder if there's potential for us to take our relationship to the next level."

Aumi listened quietly, her heart heavy with conflicting emotions. She cherished her friendship with Kyle, but she couldn't ignore the flutter of excitement in her chest at the thought of exploring something more with him.

Aumi paused, her thoughts swirling as she searched for the right words to express herself. "I understand that you've courted me for almost four years now, Kyle, and I know it's hard waiting for so long to hear an answer," she began, her voice filled with empathy.

"But..." Aumi continued, her voice trailing off as she struggled to find the right words to convey her feelings. "But I need to be honest with myself and with you. I value our friendship more than anything, and I'm grateful for the bond we share. But when it comes to taking our relationship to the next level... I'm just not sure if I'm ready for that yet."

Kyle listened quietly, his expression a mix of disappointment and understanding. "I understand, Aumi," he replied softly, his voice tinged with resignation. "I don't want to pressure you into anything you're not ready for. Your friendship means everything to me, and I wouldn't want to jeopardize that."

Aumi nodded, her heart heavy with guilt. "Thank you for understanding, Kyle," she said, her voice filled with gratitude. "I hope you know how much our friendship means to me, and I hope we can still be there for each other, no matter what."

Kyle offered Aumi a small smile, his eyes reflecting a mix of sadness and acceptance. "So, that means your rejecting me?" He asked.

"I... I guess you could say that," Aumi replied softly, her voice filled with regret. "But please understand, Kyle, it's not because I don't care about you or value our friendship. It's just that... I need more time to figure things out, and I don't want to rush into anything that I'm not ready for."

Kyle nodded slowly, his expression a mix of sadness and acceptance. "I understand, Aumi," he said, his voice tinged with resignation. "I just... I hoped that things would be different, you know?"

Aumi reached out to place a comforting hand on Kyle's arm, offering him a reassuring smile. "I know, Kyle. And I'm sorry if I've disappointed you," she said sincerely. "But I hope that we can still be friends and support each other, even if things didn't turn out the way we hoped."

Kyle offered Aumi a small, grateful smile, his eyes reflecting a mix of sadness and understanding. "But, I just don't want to be friends I want more than that. I've been courting you for four years, four years, your lucky enough that I've been with you that long"

Aumi felt a pang of guilt at Kyle's words, knowing that she had unintentionally hurt him deeply. She listened quietly, her heart heavy with the weight of his frustration.

"I understand, Kyle," Aumi replied softly, her voice filled with empathy. "And I'm truly sorry if I've led you on or given you false hope. That was never my intention."

Kyle sighed heavily, his frustration evident in his voice. "I just... I don't know what to do, Aumi," he admitted, his tone tinged with desperation. "I've invested so much time and effort into courting you, and now it feels like it's all been for nothing."

Aumi reached out to gently squeeze Kyle's hand, offering him a sympathetic smile. "I know it's hard, Kyle. And I'm sorry for any pain I've caused you," she said sincerely. "But I hope you can understand that I need to be true to myself and my own feelings."

Kyle nodded slowly, his expression a mix of resignation and acceptance. "Yeah, I understand, Aumi," he replied softly. "I just... I need some time to process everything, you know?"

Aumi nodded understandingly, her heart aching for Kyle's pain. "Of course, Kyle. Take all the time you need," she said gently.

As they continued their journey home, Aumi couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness as they've arrived at her house, she deeply sighed and was about to talk but Kyle utter first.

"If you were only going to reject me in the end then why did you agree to be courted?" He asked without looking at her.

Aumi paused, feeling the weight of Kyle's question. She took a moment to gather her thoughts before responding.

"I agreed to let you court me because I valued our friendship and wanted to explore the possibility of something more," she explained, her voice soft and earnest. "But as time went on, I realized that my feelings didn't develop in the same way as yours did."

Kyle remained silent, his expression unreadable as he absorbed her words.

Kyle finally spoke, his voice tinged with hurt and disbelief. "But Aumi, I've invested so much time and effort into courting you. I've been patient and understanding, hoping that one day you'd reciprocate my feelings. And now... now it feels like it was all for nothing."

Aumi felt a pang of guilt at Kyle's words, knowing that she had unintentionally caused him pain. "I'm sorry, Kyle," she said softly, her voice filled with regret.

Kyle sighed heavily, his frustration evident in his voice. "I just don't understand why you couldn't have been honest with me from the beginning," he admitted, his tone tinged with disappointment.

Aumi reached out to place a comforting hand on Kyle's arm, offering him a sympathetic smile. "I know it's difficult to hear, Kyle. And I'm truly sorry for any pain I've caused you," she said sincerely.

With that, they bid each other goodnight, and Aumi watched as Kyle made his way back to his car, his thoughts undoubtedly swirling with emotions.

As she entered her house, Aumi couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness at the thought of Kyle's disappointment.

As Aumi stepped into her house, she couldn't shake off the weight of sadness that settled in her chest. Watching Kyle drive away, she felt a pang of guilt for unintentionally hurting him.

Despite her honest explanation, she knew that Kyle's disappointment was inevitable. Sitting alone in her room, she couldn't help but replay their conversation in her mind, questioning if there was a better way to handle the situation.

Deep down, she wished things could have turned out differently, but she knew that honesty, no matter how painful, was the only path forward.

With a heavy sigh, she resolved to give Kyle the space he needed to process his feelings, hoping that their friendship would withstand this challenging moment.

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