She suddenly burst into tears, pushed him away fiercely, then hugged her own arms and cried desperately, "Shangguan Xiu, do you have any idea how much I hate you? I despise you, so please, leave me alone. I don't want to be anywhere near you..."
What good would returning to his side do? In the future, he would just marry someone else!
She would still be the one cast aside.
She certainly didn't want to end up in such a situation.
Plus, she was aware that his current insistence on clinging to her might merely be a temporary infatuation. He didn't truly love her. Why should she get any closer to him, just to be hurt once again?
