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"If it's something I like and suits me, I usually buy a few of them because true fashion is about what's appropriate," I said.
"But as I said this, my heart, my body, became colder and colder, and thinking about it now still makes me feel cold, like a completely frozen person being thawed out."
"Under the insistence of my mom and dad, I went with them to the hospital for a check-up, and after the tests, it was depression."
"My mom, not reassured, contacted several classmates and got in touch with Professor Zhuang Jing for a check-up, and it turned out to be bipolar disorder, also known as manic depression."
"Turns out, the reason I felt like everything was going smoothly at work, almost invincible, was because of mania."
"Professor Zhuang Jing had me admitted to the hospital, and after a few days, the mania passed, and depression started."
