He wanted to find Su Qing again, but he didn't go.
Because he wasn't sure if his desire was too strong, or he was addicted, or maybe it was the imagery that teased him.
There were only two situations in which he allowed himself to go looking for Su Qing: one, if the desire was too strong to restrain; two, if he missed Su Qing.
Under no other circumstances would it be okay.
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When Gu Ran opened his eyes, he found himself standing on the edge of a highway.
On both sides of the highway was a desolate wasteland, with excellent visibility, and however far his sight reached, he saw nothing beyond the highway, the wasteland, and the sky.
Gu Ran just stood at the side of such a highway.
"What kind of dream is this?" he muttered to himself.
Black birds swooped down from the sky, and right when Gu Ran was about to transform into a Black Dragon, another black spot appeared on the horizon.