Su Ming's eyes were fixedly staring at the cup of water in Lu Chuan's hand, his heart filled with turmoil.
Lu Chuan lifted the cup to his lips.
Cold sweat broke out on Su Ming's forehead, as he was enveloped by feelings of self-reproach, guilt, and regret.
But thinking of his sister's life and death being controlled by others, he felt somewhat helpless.
Ambivalent emotions tugged at him from within, and he wished he could just smash his head to death, then he wouldn't have to wrestle with these issues anymore.
Lu Chuan was about to drink the water.
In the end, Su Ming couldn't hold back and knocked the cup out of Lu Chuan's hand.
Bang.
The cup fell to the ground, shattering into pieces, water scattering everywhere.
Lu Chuan was bemused, turned his head to glance at Su Ming, and asked, "Are you freaking out?"
Su Ming knelt before Lu Chuan, tears streaming down, and said in a hoarse voice, "Big brother, I'm sorry, you... just kill me!"