Outside the house, Mona sat on the couch in a daze, reflecting on the day's upheaval, feeling as though she had broken.
She had accepted a lot of strange memories, these shards of memory came with her increasingly powerful abilities, creating a strong impact on her values, even affecting her sanity and choices.
For example, she should be inside the house now, not sitting alone on the couch.
"Are these Saint George's memories? Why can't I speak of them, and why can't my master probe them..."
"If memories keep growing, am I still myself?"
Mona developed a severe aversion to the newly acquired memories. Several times, she had made choices uncontrollably following these memories, which terrified her. She feared her personality would become more and more indifferent and she would grow distant from Wayne.
