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But what am I supposed to do when I've never seen you as a sister?
Over ten years of companionship, watching you grow from a young girl with hair knotted at the temples to a graceful young lady standing tall, watching you climb to the pinnacle of the medical world with your brilliant mind and tenacious will, watching you become more beautiful and outstanding by the day, like a carefully nurtured flower that has finally bloomed into the most splendid blossom, I'm filled with sincere joy and delight.
I don't know when you took root in the depths of my heart, but it's the greatest joy and the most unspeakable sentiment I've ever felt, tossing and turning night after night,sleep eluding me by day.
My dearest girl, when will you see the flame that beats only for you in the depths of my eyes?
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In the evening, after Yun Miao fell asleep, Yun Ya sat by her bed for a while before returning to his own room.