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(I feel as if I'm drowning...)
(What about how I got here?)!
"Help, help .... Help .help.... Is there anyone here? hiccup ...."
(Will I end up drowning after everything she's been through!!؟....)
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(Behold, he drowned, succumbing to death ...)
"Jane. "" Jane."
(What is where this sound comes from?)!)
"Jane."
"Jane."
"Jane, wake up."
"Ha-ha-ha "
(Who was this boy I saw at sea ....Where am I, exactly?)
I turned my head and the first thing I saw was that an elderly woman with signs of fatigue approached me quickly and hugged me and said
"Jane, you're awake .... You don't know how scared I was to lose you like I lost your brother.... Nurse, nurse ....Nurse, go and call the doctor right now...."
A few minutes later, the doctor came in and three people, including an older man, when he saw me, he started crying and saying he was sorry, a young girl followed him and said"I thought I was going to lose you..."
But someone remained silent and did not utter a word until I said, " Who Are you?"!"
There was silence throughout the room until the woman said, " You're kidding, right?"! Moments until she quickly turned her head towards the doctor and said, " doctor, what's wrong with her?"! What's wrong with my daughter!"
The doctor started confused about what happened and said," the accident that she suffered was very strong and since the place of her injury was in the head area, it resulted in damage to some cells in the brain and now... "
"And now what, Doctor, answer me.!؟؟!"
"And now ... I can confirm that the damaged cells were the cells responsible for memories, so I can tell you that your daughter lost her memory.."
The woman began to cry and then hesitantly said
"Will... will she get her memory back!"
The doctor answers her quickly and says, " yes, she will get it back, but I don't know how long it will take to get it back.."
The old woman approached me with her eyes full of tears and said
"I'm your mother," she pointed to the elderly man and said, "This is your father."
Then the young girl who was with them approached and said: "Jane, I am your childhood friend Lucy..."In a tone of sadness as she cries
When I looked at them and they were like this, I felt sad and bad, I felt pain in my stomach and heart, I didn't know what caused this feeling, and then I turned my head to the man who hadn't uttered a word since he entered and said
"And who are you"
I waited for him to answer, but he didn't say a word about the silence around the room until the woman who claimed to be my mother cut him off and said," This is your husband, and his name is Louis .... And I think you know your name now, it's Jane, and then she said, "I'll leave you and your dad to discuss it with the doctor, and when we're done, I'll come," she finished, as if waiting for me to answer, I answered her and said,"Okay."
Lucy also said that she had a job to finish and came and went in a hurry
Me and the man named my husband didn't say a word, but he just stared, so I stared at him too
Until he broke the stare and turned his face and said, " they're making it clear."
I didn't understand his words, and I said, "What do you mean?"!"
To answer me and say, " they meant to go out and leave you and me alone ..."
He was clear in his words, but I didn't understand him, maybe he was upset because he was with me, until I said, " Do you hate being with me?"!"
To answer sarcastically and say, " Are you kidding me?"! The six who hate staying with me!"He started to get angry at my words. No, not angry, but frustrated."
I felt sad inside from his words and said to him, "I'm sorry if I upset you with my words... But you know, apparently, I lost my memory....And I don't know how I was acting with you before, " I finished my speech, and then I looked at him, and he started sad at that moment, and then he said
"I am the one who should apologize, even though you have lost your memory, but I said this..."
There was silence between us until I cut it off and said why "you're standing, sit down!"
He came up to me and sat in the seat in front of the bed and I said, "Can you tell me about myself?"! Since you were my husband."
He smiled and then said, " I think it's better if you ask your mother, you and I weren't very close ..."
"Did I hate you?"؟! "I asked him sadly
To answer, " I actually never knew what was going on inside your mind, sometimes you treat me well, and sometimes you act like you don't know me..."
I felt inside that I was mistreating him and I said to him
"Well, since I don't remember anything, we can get to know each other again, right?"! "I finished my speech waiting for his answer, but he seemed to hesitate, then he said, " of course, " and then he started staring at me. He tried to say something but was interrupted by the ringing of the phone, so he took the phone and said
"I'll answer it ....!!"
He answered the phone and came back and said
"Jane, I have a job, I'm going to go now," she said, and he looked as if he was waiting for me to say something, and I said, " I'm going to have to go."
"Well, goodbye, take care of yourself."
I looked at him and he looked shocked and then he smiled and said, "Do you know this is the first time you've said this to me?"
When I saw his smile, I was overwhelmed with happiness( but
What's the first time?'! Does it make sense that I was such a careless person )
I smiled and said, "it won't be the first time anymore."