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The third block is not yet open.

Ichijō Mirai, without thinking about it, reaffirms, "It is divided in blocks of time."

The question arises: why?

Is it because of the distinct time and occupation of each stage?

Probably.

"[Organization Newcomer] and [Police Academy Newcomer] both have characteristics," Ichijō Mirai added, "Perhaps it's the occupation that influences it, and in the case of the former, I'm a little," he mused, using the word "organization."

He thought for a moment and used the appropriate adjective, "Player-like."

He's just going to go for it, no matter what.

Of course, much of this was Gin, Rum and Calvados' fault, but take a magnifying glass and look closely enough, and you'll be able to pick out a few of your own.

Well, hard.

Ichijō Mirai is self-conscious about himself, and he humbly says, "Instead of blaming others, I'd rather reflect on myself, I'm still a little bit at fault."

"Although Gin estimated that he had arranged for someone to kill me, but I was still a little bit at fault for destroying all of my enemies."

"Although Rum is full of nonsense, can't speak a word of human language, and intentionally misled me into sniping the mission target, I successfully prevented the mission target from being sniped, and was somewhat decisive, but there is still a little bit of a mistake."

"Although Calvados sent me several villa servants for me to mess around at will, I did mess around a few of them, which was indeed wrong."

He seriously concluded, "Given my high sense of morality, I am indeed at fault."

System: [...]

It feels that Gin, Rum and Belmode who logged into the dog account ruthlessly have some opinions.

It had a problem with Ichijō Mirai saying 'human words' with a straight face.

"I'm not a murderous person," Ichijō Mirai said in a human manner, "even in a game, it's reasonable to say that killing is something that"

"Oh, I'm sorry, it's normal behavior in a game."

"But I was vaguely suspicious of the so-called game, but still directly carried out normal behavior, some,"

He thought for a moment, "Not like me."

At least not like Ichijō Mirai, who had never killed anyone.

"There's no 'murder' in my charge, I've never killed anyone," Ichijō Mirai added, "though I've been sentenced to death without killing."

"I think I have some limits."

Like not killing.

But in Organization Newcomer, he loses one of his precious few.

There's certainly a 'game' element to it, but, "I definitely didn't have much of a line in the sand when it came to actually experiencing the past."

Ichijō Mirai said.

"Whereas in [Police Academy Newcomer]," he ruminates, "I didn't have a lot of opportunities to kill people."

Real kills, you can still kill, like 'Hello Instructor Onidzuka, my name is Hachijō Mirai, and I'm here to kill you!' Or special training.

But it's a bit tricky.

Ichijō Mirai's daily kill count dropped to zero.

"[Organization Newcomer] has affected me with a certain kill-obsessedness, where all problems can be solved by killing regardless," he muses, "whereas [Police Academy Newcomer], it's with restraint and protection."

No more killing, restraint in what you do, and protection to unite all police academy students.

That's what Ichijō Mirai does in the game, and that's what I'm sure my remembered self will do in the real thing.

Because the police academy is so special, to blend in with the sheep in disguise, the wolf must restrain itself, carefully putting away its sharp, blood-scented teeth and claws.

And because he was rejected by the shepherds, he had to make the flock his own, to turn 'someone is targeting Ichijō Mirai' into 'someone is targeting us', to turn the police and the instructors from targeting individuals to targeting the people. 

"Both are distinctive and influential," Ichijō Mirai said, "so much so that even I, who play the game, am affected."

The system understands this, but, [...]

Thinking that Ichijō Mirai had a point, it inquired: [Are you pushing the pot?]

"That's necessarily not the case," Ichijō Mirai squared his shoulders, "the fact that the good ones have endorsed the speculation means that the speculation is valid, I see."

He stopped testing and summarized, "Each time, I was in a different occupation and in a different state."

"In the [Organization] phase, I was in a somewhat uncontrollable murderous state, and in the [Police Academy] phase, I was in an overly restrained controlling phase."

Ichijō Mirai thought for a moment, then added, "Perhaps corrected, it's still out of control, but I've just switched from targeting others to targeting myself."

His tone was light, "I've never specialized in psychology, but a child who witnesses the death of both of his parents has to have some sort of psychological problem, right?"

Yes, 'psychological problems'.

Ichijō Mirai doesn't know how he and his parents got along before he lost his memory, but it's certain that after their deaths, he definitely had some problems.

[One of the obvious traits is his lack of skill with a gun.]

It's kind of hard to believe.

To the amnesiac Ichijō Mirai, it's a bit of a mystery: not really being a child, but actually having feelings for his so-called parents, and having psychological problems from witnessing their deaths, uh... He doesn't quite understand himself, and he's definitely got some problems after his parents died.

He didn't really understand himself, and could only speculate, somewhat incredulously, that he really did have feelings for his parents.

The system didn't speak at first, and after a pause, he uttered something to organize his words, [It's not really a big problem...].

It cleverly argued, [You don't do it very often, and you're still rational, so it's not a big problem.]

Besides, you're a human.

[What you may not realize, and what most humans don't realize, is that humans have bodies,] the system rationalized.

The body has limits.

[Each age group has a different set of characteristics that are controlled by the body.]

For example, a child's brain is a little different from an adult's brain.

Changing from an adult to a child is not only a change in appearance, but also a change in thinking, logic, and emotions that are controlled by the body.

Even though the system was hard-pressed to remain silent when Ichijō Mirai was analyzing that he was only a little bit wrong, the system really thought that Ichijō Mirai was fine, and that he was right.

At least Ichijō Mirai was calm in her childish state and didn't choke and cry and say 'You're annoying, I know I have to do the quest, but I just don't want to do the quest today! and 'I don't want to talk to you anymore, you bastard! It's not like the general situation described in the system manual, but it's quite calm.

It's just a bit too much suppressed calmness for the parents to think that she's sick...

Regarding the past, the system couldn't go into detail, but could only briefly mention it, and added: [You don't have a protagonist's aura, so it's normal.]

'Protagonist's aura'?

Ichijō Mirai's eyes slightly condensed, just about to say something, then heard the sound of footsteps in the corridor, and turned his head sharply.

The footsteps were police officers escorting a police cadet, then returning the way they came.

The sound of the police escorting a cadet, and then returning the same way.

Ichijō Mirai withdrew his eyes.

As if the goods on the shelves no longer belonged to the shopkeeper after selling a row of shelves, he paused for a few moments, and, as if he had missed something when he was thinking about it, he simply ignored the strange and subtle description of 'protagonist's aura'.

The system added: ['Police academy' is repressing oneself...].

This is a correction to Ichijō Mirai's 'the police academy changed from targeting others to targeting oneself'.

"Okay," Ichijō Mirai changed his tune, and thanked him, "Thank you for being willing to speak up for me."

His attitude was gentle, and he seemed to have at least 30 favorability towards the system.

Although it was only 5.

"So, [Organization] me, a little out of control and murderous, [Police Academy] me, overly repressed and restrained,"

Well, overly repressed and restrained, the Inuo can be moved to tears and agree.

Ichijō Mirai's face didn't change, his eyes fell on the countdown to the last few seconds, "What about [Red Camp]?"

"I'm looking forward to it."

System alert: [Update complete.]

It emphasizes that Red Camp is now open.

[Do you want to enter now? Yes or no.]

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