Chapter 5 - shattered

I was staring at the abyss

Emotions were amiss

I was all alone again

Mourning for my own misery and pain.

My heart was shattered

Pieces of it were scattered

I tried to paste it, tape it and cover it

But some pieces were missing and I couldn't find it.

In the emptiness I see everything

The lies, the facade

I look into your eyes that looked too sad

I saw no trace of sincerity, nothing.

I think I might just sleep with a heavy heart

It's always just like that

I just grow accustomed to it

As if it didn't bother me even for a little bit.

I learned to love,

It was filled with pain,

Pieces of my heart were scattered,

My whole being was shattered.