I kinda realize that I don't wanna fail to attain hope like my cousin used to promise me to buy something while traveling, but finally, she didn't a lot of times, then she lost her credits, and then when I started to take skin care, I talked about buying facial masks with her, she would say she had a lot if u said u wanna buy, I would bring it to you this time, but actually if she wanted to give me something, she can always find ways to achieve it like delivery service, keeping promising something makes she look fake and insincerity