I think...
I need to apologize.
I need to let you know.
That I've realized,
With a bit of time,
That I needed to just let you go.
That you needed your wings to grow.
Like I needed that love to show...
Maybe separate now
Is for the far later greater
Because when it's organic, you'll know...
My little crow.
I've come to see now
That my love for you was more like a cage...
That I skipped a few chapters,
Moving way too fast, yeah..
I flipped past half of all of your pages...
It was me who kept you there
I wasn't your type...
I just wanted your hand
Hoped you would see the hype...
You told me more than once
That we should just be friends
I just wanted you so bad
I couldn't let it end.
Couldn't let it break...
Couldn't let it bend...
Our love languages were so different
I couldn't comprehend...
I couldn't love you how you needed,
But I couldn't walk away.
I just couldn't be defeated,
And you would not sway.
That's okay.
It's okay.
It was my fault, okay?
I just thought that I needed you
What more can I say?
And our love was...different.
Forbidden in ways
That it should have been
Beautiful...
So many days
When I thought about you
You know?
After the break-up
I didn't know who to go
To just to get out the pain
That was new,
You know?
My little crow.
It was you,
You know?
Regardless of all of the pain I went through,
you know?
I'm still breathing.
I know it's hard, but I hope you are too, you know?
Just stick to your path
And stay true to your soul, you know?
I had to leave,
Just to let you know.
Wait.
Stop.
I had to leave,
Just to let you go.
Heart
Dropped.
1000 degrees
That I had to freeze
Just to save my soul.
I gasped and wheezed...
I had to cut me
Just to make it work.
Down on my knees.
Begging for sleep,
I know how it hurts.
When it comes to light and dark
Separate is always better...
Sometimes they will rub at the seams
But they can't stay together...
A candle in the wind will only just continue to burn...
If I can't close that window, I won't last the storm.
Shit, I meant I'll never learn.
Shit, I meant I'd never leave...
I never cared for the rain,
But at least it was falling on me...
I'm sorry that It took me so long to see
That my love was the one thing that you didn't need.
And I'm sorry that I didn't see
That you needed those wings
Because I thought that you needed me.
I didn't need you to free me,
I was the gilded lock all along.
I also held the key,
So I could never see I was wrong.
I'll leave it at that...
So here's to dear you:
I wish you the best at whatever you do.
I hope that you find all the love
And the wishes
And wonder
And all of your dreams can come true.
As long as you know,
That you'll always be my
Little crow...