Shadows Before Dawn. Chapter 130 Ghost Don't Lie.

I reached out that summer,

Thought maybe we'd go back to friends.

I never saw it coming...

Should have never let you right back in.

For a moment my world crumbled,

Fuck, that could have been the end for me...

I held on to nostalgia,

The rest is dipped in infamy...

And I see now what I couldn't see...

And I feel now what I should have felt...

And I know now what I should have known...

And I stood up where I should have knelt...

But you left me when you should have stayed.

But I'm glad that it broke off that night...

But I should have took the signs you gave.

But you knew I had you in my sights...

But.

But...

Fuck that.

You can't say your sorry.

Yeah, I won't let you kiss me...

Fuck you.

I know I'm not perfect.

And you knew we had history...

Fuck this.

I know it's not worth it.

And you just want to twist me...

Fuck it.

I'm the one who started this,

But you'll just have to miss me...

Yeah...you'll just have to miss me...

Because ghost don't like.

I know you think about the petty shit you pulled that time.

I know letters haunt you that you keep under your bed...

I know that you can't sleep when you have me upon your mind.

The memories are heavier than everything you said...

I know the flashbacks are vivid

I feel that shit, cause I live it...

I hope the next dude

Gets the best of you

Cause fuck, you can pivot...

I hope you tell that dude the truth,

Cause most real ones just ain't with it...

I hope you miss me when you kiss him,

Like you'll never forget it...

Like I'll never forget it.

Like I'll always regret it.

Like my heart is indebted.

And you spent all the credit.

And you caught me, fish netted.

I should have never have betted

Myself that I could win that heart of yours

It was always unvetted.

I was fucking untested.

I was taken for granted.

I was over invested.

You were in high demand

And...