Chereads / Shadows before dawn. / Chapter 53 - Maybe.

Chapter 53 - Maybe.

One day you'll be

Ready to marry me.

And maybe

Then I'll be

A better me.

-

Maybe I'll be

Then I'll be

A better Maaaaaaan.

Fuck it

Maybe I'll have some clarity...

-

And maybe

Some day it'll be

Fair to me.

So many tears...

So many years...

Who's there for me?

-

And maybe

They'll see

It all when they bury me.

See how I missed them dearly

And hated that shit unbearable.

-

Maybe

They be

Thinking about the shit they said to me.

-

Maybe

It's one-sided

And it really

Only affected me...

-

Maybe

I'm just crazy

I left that gathering

In jeopardy.

-

Maybe

I fucked up in

Showing them all the lesser me...

-

Maybe

That's what they wanted?

All part of the greater recipe...

-

Maybe

It missed all of us,

-

All of the love...

It was a lesson we...

-

Let go.

I need to let it go.