Had a dream last night.
More akin to a nightmare...
It was one of those nights where
All night I was fighting monsters...
Because I don't know where I am right now.
I can't fill this hole.
Can't get my mind to slow down.
To many thoughts
They keep spinning around.
And when I lay down,
I crumble...
I can't tell up from down.
I don't know what's wrong with me...
In my dreams,
They keep coming.
They were depicted as armored Gorillas.
I opened fire
Once
Twice
There was no way to slow
These relentless killers.
They shook off my every effort
And kept toward me.
Never tiring.
Running
Ranting
Roaring
Challenging me.
A challenge that I couldn't meet.
No matter how many shots I was firing.
I don't know what it means.
I don't know what's wrong with me...
I feel like I've been shot down
I feel like something stole my wings...
Just the other day I was fine.
And then this.
And then that.
And now I have these Gorillas...