There is a monster inside of me...

And obviously

It wants nothing more than to be

Set free...

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And he unlike me

Is cold and calculating.

He unlike me

Is irrational and always planning.

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He unlike me

Just wants to be left alone

He wants to cut off everything

He wants to make my mind his home...

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And I can tell myself to let him be

To push him down

To try and see.

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That he and I can never be

I'll never be the tyrannical he...

But he will always live in me.

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But he

will always

live

in

me...

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My eyes are his.

My ears his too.

My heart is draped in darkened hues...

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My mind is twisting

It is at war

This shell is what we are fighting for.

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He wants the dark

I want the sun

He wants to fight

I want to run.

He thinks that burning things is fun

I'd rather see it over...

 done.

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He longs for battle

Chaos too.

I want him dead.

He wants death too....

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In hating him I hate myself.

I will

Until there's nothing left...

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There is a monster inside of me.

I can do naught but let him be...

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There is no separating he and I

Without my monster

I would die...

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So forever we will ever be

The light and dark

The him

And me...