I don't think that would be much of a good idea 'cause what do I want to tell her were the reasons?
That I saw my ex-wife with her new husband and felt sad 'cause of the way they were happy together. That would only make her know that I'd been married before and was a divorcee.
And I don't know if she'd still like me that much after hearing that...
If I call her now to explain to her why I couldn't make it to the location where we were supposed to meet, my explanations would all be lies.
And I didn't want to lie to her...at least, not over the phone.
So I better not call her now though she called me several times. I know she'd be so upset when she sees me for the fact that I was completely alright and didn't bother to respond to any of her calls.
..But I'd find a way to calm her down, I must find a way.
