After that day, everything seemed like magic to me. I fell into a sort of "rabbit hole" and met Crazy Hat-Qin, a cool editor who was 20 years older than me.
She's the one who taught me how to be kind to myself and let my sensitive emotions pass without holding onto them.
We usually had snacks together, but no one else could see her except me.
She was quite rational, preferring to analyze things logically. However, things were completely different for me; I could make emotional decisions without fully thinking them through.
It's weird, right? Yeah, I think so too.