Colors are fading as I face darkness in to the sea so deep. People who saw did not attempt to grab my hand out to the water as it is their plan as well.
Even if I can't see their shity faces, I can sense that they are grining right now. But, I don't give a shit anymore. I am tired of being a people pleaser. I am doing something for their comfort, but they can't even reciprocate that for me. Because not to brag, since birth I am wealthy, my family's wealthy, but people found it annoying and thought that I am some Rich Spoiled Brat who is spending the Daddy's Money like I own it.
I had tried so many times to have a single friend, but they'll either be scared or backstab me from the back.
And this ass people, they are just some jealous shitties. I am making a fool of my self just so I can make them laugh and love me, but ended up meeting my misery. Even if I paid their goddamn tuitions and luxuries that they can't afford, they still have that attitude of making me feel like I was their servant and I owe them.
As I close my eyes, I told myself that in my next life I will not please anyone just to make them like me. I will be my own character, and be comfortable in being me.
After telling that to myself, I found myself in a flashy empty space. I venture the place, but no matter how hard I tried, it is still the same, white endless rode with nothing everywhere. So I concluded that there might be no next life, and this is just how I wil live the rest of my second life.
Walking for hours, I found myself giving up. As I lay down, and about to give up, I suddenly heard murmurs from not that far distance.
I walk close to the voice, and I found myself touching a slit with an opening to another side. I got curious so I open it for a bit, and I saw some men beating up someone that feels like me.
She is far from my appearance, but I feel like I am connected to her. I got interested so I stand by and observe what's going on.
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*Baam!*
AHHH!!!!...
*Crash*
"You two..! Quickly hold both her hands..! This little dog needs to be lectured..! ", a mean looking 7 years old who looks like in some high position shouted.
"Look at me.", he said after turning her head up with his right hand.
Saying with a manipulative face, "I have given you home...I have given you food that animal like you don't deserve..! You are typically a servant of mine, yet you have the guts of hurting the person I love..? How pathetic of you turning yourself into a fool..!"
*Swish*
He aggressively let go of her head, proving that he is really disgusted of her.
Blankness filled her this time, and cast of black shadows appeared on her face. Turning her head down, thinking of what she really is to him..
"What am I really to you...?", she ask weakingly.
*Slaps*
*Shock*
Her eyes widened.
"How funny of you, asking me this kind of stupid questions..Remember that you are not in the position for making me laugh by this disgusting question.."
"You all! Lock her up for 13 days, and don't make her eat anything. Make her drink you'll pees if she'll be thirstied."
He said unbotherly and then left.
"(Making jokes that will only make herself a fool, what an disgusting animal..!)"
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Looking in horror, I can only look at the scene. Tears rolled down my cheeks even though I did not intended to. I pity her because I felt the same for her.
I took the courage and jumped in to the slit. I did not have any second thoughts that time and it led me to a continuous warp. The way made me dizzy, so I close my eyes and when I open my eyes up... I found myself in to a fight?!
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