wow... that means you are are virgin "
"I was raped how can I be a virgin.. no it's not possible "
"that means am the one who disvirgin you... do you know how happy I am at this moment"
James I trusted you, Maya trusted you, you took advantage of me because am drunk"
" if you are drunk that means you love me and I love you too, stop spoiling the mood and lets eat... please forget about the past and focus on our relationship, I love you more and Boone can take you away from me "
" hissssssss... I hope you come back to your senses"; I turned to take my leave but James dragged me back and force himself to kiss me
" don't tell me you don't feel anything or you are pretending "
" I don't love you and don't feel anything thing " I ran out and went straight to my room.. I sat on the floor crying our loud
" I cheated on my best friend... broke her trust "
"why!!!!!!... will I love him why will you, I should have hated you " my heart raced and almost followed my heart wishes thank God I didn't make it obvious, I can't let him know have fallen for him as well. I went to take my shower but am still curious of how blood stained my body and bed, I can remember we have sex and I feel a little pain but how can I be a virgin when am raped, I will have to visit my doctor.
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when I reached doctor narvis place she was attending to a patient so I had to wait for her to finish, my mind could not rest on this issue but keep having doubt about what happened to me at James place.
" Good morning ma, are you sister Amelia!"
"yes..ma"
"you can go in now"; I went inside and sat down on a office chair facing Mrs narvis
" Amelia... longest time, is everything okay"
" everything is not okay at all infact as am talking to I need explaination"
calm down and explain every details to me
I went to a night party yesterday and I was drunk my boyfriend took me home unfortunately for me we had sex "
what is bad there... you should be happy your fear is gone"
yes ma ... but this morning my clothes and bedsheet are stained with blood, is that even possible I was raped and... and... "
" hmm are you sure of what you are saying "
" yes ma"
it is impossible to be a virgin twice, maybe it's a miracle"
" miracle...?"
yes, if you loose your virginity once it can never grow back "
" then it's a miracle.... but.." doc narvis stand up and pat my shoulder, I looked into her eyes
" Amelia, trust your instinct this might be a second "chance for you.....moreover it's your boyfriend you slept with"
"are you saying the diety is on my side"
"maybe..., don't think to much about the past and move on and start a fresh life with him"
" doc.., thank you for advicing and make feel at ease anytime I come here"
" ohh.., its my job to do that, you are welcome "; I stood up and take my leave
" bye ma"
" take care"
I went straight to my mom place because am not ready to face James again, my mom is not at home maybe she is on a business trip then I called her.
" hello ma, am at your house"
"I am not around am on a business trip "
I have missed you mom"
same here but I need to make money"
"you are in your final year, I know you will need a lot of money soon, I will call you later am busy "
"ok ma, take care.."
tears run down my chick because I really missed my mom, I took taxi back home I sneak to my door to open it and rush inside. I heard someone knocking my door I thought it was James and am excited to open the door but it is Maya and James
Maya hugged me tightly and said I have missed you, am so curious but James told me she will break up with Maya, "what is happening?" asked my self
" I miss you too"
"won't you hug me to Amelia? " josh asked
I was so angry, what is he thinking he wants me to hug him in front of Maya " he is a jerk" I thought, and stared at Maya for permission
" you can hug him we are all friends"
" yes, ha..ha...ha.." I laughed awkward, James hugged me and whisper to my ears I miss you so much, and winked at me but I force myself to smile at him
" let's play ludo " Maya rused in after receving a call from someone
" I need to go I have an important thing to take care"
" should I follow you?" James request
'"no.. no... Don't worry" I frown at James as Maya go out
" Amelia... am sorry, but I will soon break up with her.... our love has to be strong "
I don't know why I fall in love with someone like you"
"don't worry, every thing will be sorted out soon... I love you and missed you so much "he put his hands on my shoulders and want to kiss me
" leave me alone, you missed me for sex ... you don't love me. am so disappointed in you "
"no no.. don't get the wrong thing, I love you since day one, at first sight two years ago we met in the bus....you might not remember but is still fresh In my brain like yesterday "
"hmmm.... are you sure ?"
"yes Amelia...., I can't leave you because you are mine forever "
" i love 💕 you too"
" I have a question for you?
"what??"
"can you give me a little time, I don't want to break up with Maya yet"
" why... but you promised me to break up with her "
" I can't break up with her without a reason "
" what is your plan now "
" any mistake she make will be used against her "
" ok... " he hug me and peck me on the forehead
" Amelia... with time every thing will be okay
" Ohhk... I trust you "
" Same here"