Somethings strange .... in my heart there something i don"t have .... all my life is grey.
nothing that can make my life get colored.
because of that accident, my mom died ....Â
i think i lost my feelings ..... right?
i been trying all, to make my emotion back, but doesn't matter how hard is i try,
it never comeback ....Â
i got grow up without emotion, even my father .... not in here when i grom up.Â
Just my sister that in my side.
after i graduate from school, i become countess. everyday is still same ....Â
Until ....Â
In morning there something urgent, all my subordinate is busy.Â
So i dress up alone without my maid, i got to hurry!
i run to front of my mansion, without calling my driver, i go with my own.
i run to public garden. "huft - huft - huft" breathed Cathiren.
"I got to hurr-, Ehh". Cathiren stop
There a person that she passed, and make her feel SOMETHING
Cathiren stop to look who is she passed
Its grand duke of north, many called him a war maniac, bloody hand duke, and i think crazy...duke?
Many gossip talk that he is cold to every living things, but i fallen for him ?!
I fall for him because he change my life, my life getting colored and warm ...Â
in a minute i freeze, doesn't know what to do ....
Many girl and woman fall for him even he get bad nickname
"this feelings is weird, but i don't now i feel i kinda like it" In Cathiren mind
I ended up forget about all my activity and standing to feel this feeling and see him from a far
That grand duke is special to me!Â