There once was a guy named Yuji who really loved a guy named Himada but one day Himada suddenly broke up with him but Yuji was madly in love with him his love turned into hate because the guy he loved the most left him for a girl he got so lost in hate that it made him do something terrible
One day when Himada was coming back from college. Yuji kidnapped him. he locked him in an unknown abandoned apartment. When himada woke up he saw Yuji in front of him who was continuously staring at him . Himada looked around and started to move but he was tied up he was so confused about what was going on he suddenly started shouting loudly but Yuji started laughing. Yuji said
Yuji : shout as much as you can nobody's gonna hear you
Himada : WHERE AM I ??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? WHAT DO YOU WANT???
Yuji : what do I want? I just want you I loved you so much but still you left me for a girl WHY???
Himada : I WAS REGRETTING ABOUT WHAT I DID WITH YOU BUT NOW I AM HAPPY THAT I LEFT A BASTARD LIKE YOU JUST FUCKING LET ME GO OR ELSE I WILLL DEFINITELY KILL YOUUUU
Yuji : Kill me? But why? I did so much for you and now you are saying you will kill me just for that girl?
Himada : SHE IS 1000 TIMES MORE BETTER THAN YOU SHE IS NOT A SELFISH LIKE YOU MOTHER FUCKER LET ME GOOO OR ELSE I WILL MAKE YOU PAY
Yuji : Don't you love me anymore?? all that time that we have spent together have you forgotten all those things??
Himada : I have never loved you not even once I dated you just out of curiosity YOU FUCKING HOMO
Yuji : You never loved me? All those things were just a lie?
Himada YEAH SUCKER NOW GO FUCK YOURSELF AND LET ME JUST GOO!!!!
Yuji : whether you have loved me or not it doesn't matter because I have always loved you I can do anything to keep you with me :)
Himada : ARE YOU A PSYCHO OR JUST A DRAMA QUEEN SUCKER JUST LET ME GO YOU ARE NOT DOING RIGHT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I C.....
Yuji puts tape on Himada's mouth and wents away from there. He starts crying alone he was sad because Himada never loved him not even once and all those things that Yuji was trying so hard for was just a lie and curiosity
He wipes his tears and wents to buy something for Himada to eat
When he comes back he saw that Himada fell asleep but when he tries to wake him up he didn't wake up Yuji got panicked he tries alot to wake him up but he didn't Yuji sees the wound on Himada's head it was still bleeding he immediately goes to a pharmacy and buys some medicine and ointment. He puts the ointment on his wound and band aid it after a while Himada wakes up Yuji got so happy he hug him but Himada kicks him. He says
Himada : stay fucking away from me mother fucker
Yuji : Ah it hurts but thank god you woke up
Himada : just shut the fuck up don't pretend as if you care about me
Yuji : i am not preten...
Yuji : HEY WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING STOP IT
( Himada starts hitting his head )
Himada : I don't fucking want anything from you it's better to die than to live with a sucker like you
Yuji put his hand around his head but Himada starts hitting more fastly
Yuji : please stop it I beg you
He doesn't stops Yuji's hand were hurting alot he starts crying but himada didn't stopped Yuji punch him and fells on the ground
After a while when Yuji wakes up he sees that Himada again was sleeping he silently watches him but Himada wakes up he hits Yuji in his stomach with his legs ah it hurted alot Yuji starts crying but what could he do he wipes his tears and tries to feed him
Yuji : please eat something
Himada : I don't want to eat anything just let me goooo!!!!!!
Yuji tries to feed him but he kicks the food
Yuji : please eat something I promise I won't do anything with you but please eat something
Yuji again tries to feed him but Himada kicks him in the stomach hardly but Yuji starts laughing
Yuji : Ahhh it hurts SUCKER I AM TREATING YOU SO POLITELY EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DID WRONG WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO EAT THEN DON'T EAT I WON'T LET YOU GO AT ANY COST
Himada : I WOULD RATGER CHOOSE STARVING TO DEATH THAN LIVING WITH A MONSTER LIKE YOU
Yuji : yes you are right I am indeed a monster now I am going I have heard enough, take care
Himada : WHATTT?? WHERE ARE YOU GOING??? LET ME GOOO PLEASE I BEG YOU SOMEBODY PLEASE HELPPPP
Yuji : Shout as much as you can I am going bye
Himada : LET ME GO SUCKER COME BACK HEREEEE
Yuji left Himada alone in that abandoned apartment and came back home he rest for a while then packs his things he went to that abandoned apartment and saw Himada's head was still bleeding he band aid him again he silently sits there watching him and thinking
Yuji : Ah wish I could go back in that time when we first met, that sweet innocent calm boy I fell for my whole class teased me for choosing such an innocent guy but who would have thought that how he... Wait what happened? what is he doing? why is he crying?
( Himada suddenly starts crying )
Himada : I miss you
Sob..... Sob....
Himada : please cone back
Sob.... Sob....
Yuji hugs Himada
and whispers into his ear
Yuji : i am right here my love ....
Himada : Yes please stay here
Yuji : I definitely will. I am not going anywhere
Himada : thank you
Yuji : I am so happy I don't know what he is thinking about but it's great that he is calm now I wish I could stop the time.
Himada peacefully sleep on Yuji's shoulder. Yuji also fell as sleep . He finally was relieved
But...
After awhile when Himada wakes up he sees that he slept on Yuji's shoulder he immediately kicks Yuji.
Yuji : HEY WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING
Himada : STAY AWAY FROM ME SUCKER I FUCKING HATE YOU
Yuji : Ah it hurts
Himada : YOU DESERVED IT
Yuji : Yeah well I did now let's bath
Himada: WHAT THE JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME I DON'T WANT TO DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH ME WITH YOUR DIRTY HANDS
Yuji : do you really think I am listening?
Himada : I DON'T CARE BUT DON'T YOU DARE TO
Yuji : :)
Himada : STAY AWAY FROM MEEEE STOPPP
Yuji pulls Himada's legs and takes him into the bathroom
Himada : IT HURTS LEAVE ME AHHH
Yuji : stay silent I won't hurt you if you listen to me
Himada : LISTEN TO A SUCKER LIKE YOU NEVER I WOULD RATHER CHOOSE DYING
Yuji : As your wish
Yuji throws water on Himada's face
Himada :WHAT ( cough... cough...) THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ( cough... cough...)
Yuji : Doing what you wanted
Himada : please ( sob... ) Please let me go please ( sob.... )
( Himada starts crying )
Yuji : hey hey i am really very sorry please calm down I won't do this again I promise I am sorry please stop crying
Himada kicks Yuji in the stomach
Yuji : AHHH WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM
Himada : MY PROBLEM IS YOU, JUST LET ME GO OR ELSE I WILL KILL YOU
Yuji : I HAVE HAD ENOUGH SUCKER IF YOU KICK ME AGAIN I WON'T SPARE YOU
Himada : YES BASTARD JUST KILL ME
Yuji : do you want to die that badly? How can I kill you I have not got my revenge yet
Yuji pulls Himada's hair and slams his head on the wall
Himada : WHAT ARE YOU DOING LEAVE ME IT HURT
Yuji : if you don't listen to me I will surely kill you my love :)
Himada : please please stop it's hurting I won't say anything please stop
Yuji : Now just do what I say :) let me bath you
Himada : I will do as you say but can I bath on my own please it's embarrassing
Yuji : what's embarrassing?
Himada : I am naked please let me bath on my own I promise I will not do anything
Yuji : what's embarrassing in it haven't I seen this before? Have you forgotten already? Or is it because I know the truth now?
Himada : it's not like that but ( sob... sob...) please ( sob...) I request you
Yuji : what are you crying for? Ok stop crying you can bath on your own but I am not gonna untie you
Himada : ok....
Yuji came out of the bathroom
He was sitting but suddenly he hears something he immediately rushes to the bathroom
Yuji : WHAT HAPPENED??? ARE YOU OK???
Himada : Ah I fell down
Yuji : HOW??? ARE YOU HURT ANYWHERE??
Himada : Ah yes my head hurts my hands are tied that's why I fell
Yuji : I am really sorry I am so sorry I told you let me bath you let's get out of the bathroom now
They came out of the bathroom Yuji prepared clothes for Himada
Yuji : please wear these
Himada : how can I wear my hands are tied up
Yuji : hmmm yes
Himada : can you please untie my hands You can tie again after I am done wearing please they are hurting please for a while
Yuji : but promise me you will not do anything
Himada : I promise
Yuji : I am warning you, do not break my trust
Himada : ok, I promise
Yuji untie Himada's hand
But as soon as he untie his hands
Himada starts fighting with Yuji, Yuji fells on the ground bleeding
Himada tries to run away but Yuji took out a knife and stabs into Himada's foot
Himada : AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING SUCKERRR
Himada kicks Yuji on the face but Yuji stabs Himada on the knee
Himada : AHHHHHH
Yuji helds Himada's leg and tries to get up
Yuji : I told you do not break my trust
They both were lying there fully covered with blood but then Yuji gets up and ties Himada again
Himada had fainted
Yuji tries to wake him up but he didn't. Yuji starts panicking he immediately rushes to the pharmacy and buys some medicine and first aid but the pharmacist was shocked to see him in such a poor condition he said
Pharmacist : WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU ???? YOU BETTER SHOULD GO SEE A DOCTOR
Yuji : I am fine please just give me the medicine I really don't have time
Pharmacist : But.....
Yuji : Please I beg you
Pharmacist : ok.... But please apply something on these
Yuji fastly came back and covered the wound but Himada was still fainted
He started waiting for him to wake up he forgot that he was hurt too but he was so lost in Himada's pain that it didn't mattered and forgot his own pain
He silently sits there and was waiting for him to wake up but while waiting he falls asleep
After a while when himada wakes up he sees Yuji in front of him
He tries to move but was tied he then saw his wound which was not hurting anymore but Yuji? His wound was still bleeding
Himada was confused he stopped moving and started staring at him and thought
Himada : how much does this guy loves me I don't want to think about this but ever since we have met he really treats me like a king even after what I did with him ahh stop thinking he is just a psycho and nothing else
Himada was now hungry he kicks Yuji but he didn't wake up he kicks again but no he didn't
he was now panicked even after trying alot he was still fainted
Himada : Is he dead? No he can't I have to get out of here if he dies I can never, I think this might be cause of the wounds
He starts waiting
20 minutes later
Himada : Ah it's getting hard to control I am hungry how long do I have to wait? Is he dead or something?
45 minutes later
Himada : DAMN SERIOUSLY WAKE UP BASTARD I AM HUNGRY
He kicks him hard in the stomach
Yuji : AHHHH
( Yuji woke up )
Himada : GET UP BASTARD AND GIVE ME SOMETHING TO EAT
Yuji was still in pain but does Himada cares? NO HE DOESN'T
Yuji gets up and feed him some food but while feeding the bowl slipped from his hands and everything spills on Himada he kicks Yuji and starts shouting
Yuji starts crying
Yuji : can you... ( sob.... sob....) can you please stop ( sob.... ) hurting me I am.... ( sob...) I am already hurt
Himada : IF IT'S HURTING THEN LET ME JUST GOOO
Yuji : I love you I did so much for you why don't you want to see my love I got bullied cause of you but still I remained silent you cheated me but still I didn't say anything
Himada : DID I ASKED YOU TO DO ALL THIS? NO I DIDN'T IT'S JUST ALL YOUR FAULT
Yuji : Yes it indeed but I won't let you go
Himada : YOU ARE OVER IF SOMEBODY FINDS OUT
Yuji : ok I would love to but right now there is nobody else other than just two of us and I am fucking hurt so wanna? :)
Himada : Don't you dare to come closer to me I am warning you
Yuji : really? Haven't we done before?
Himada : THAT WAS JUST OUT OF MISTAKE
Yuji : then let's do that mistake again
Yuji pulls Himada's hair and forcefully kisses him
Yuji : AHHHH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?
Himada bites Yuji's lips
Himada : I told you to stay away
Yuji : You really are testing my patience
Yuji then starts licking his nipples
Himada : WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING STAY THE FUCKING AWAY FROM ME GET YOUR DIRTY MOUTH OFF OF ME
Yuji : The more you insist the more I want
Yuji starts bitting his nipples
Himada : AHHH IT HURTSSSS PLEASE STOPPPP
Yuji : Do you really want me to stop? but your body say something else~
Himada : No please no please just stop
Yuji : don't lie babe I can clearly see what you really want~
Yuji takes out Himada's pant he slightly moves his hand on his dick
Himada in a lower voice says
Himada : please ( ah~) please stop
Yuji : really?
Yuji starts sucking his dick
Himada : please stop please just please
Yuji doesn't listen he keeps on doing what he wants
Yuji : you are hard as rock and still asking me to stop, stop lying to yourself
Himada : I... I don't I really don....
Yuji inserts his fingers in Himada's butthole
Himada : AHHH it really hurts please stop pleaseeeee
Yuji : definitely not
Yuji was about to insert his dick but Himada starts crying
Yuji : Hey hey wait wait why are you crying I am sorry I really very sorry please stop cryi.....
Yuji : AHHHH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING
Himada kicks Yuji on his dick
Yuji : ah it fucking hurts man
Himada : I told you to stop
Yuji : If I didn't had loved you I wouldn't have tolerated this
Himada : I don't even care just kill me I don't even want to live with you
Yuji : I will never
Yuji leaves him there and went outside
Himada fell asleep but when he woke up it was already morning but Yuji has not came back yet
Himada : Where the fuck is he he hasn't came back since night I am fucking hungry
He waits for him but now it was noon from morning
Himada : is he dead or something why hasn't he came ba.....
Yuji came back but he was drunk
Himada : is he drunk? Did he drank?
THUD***
Yuji falls on the ground
Himada : WHAT THE IS HE DEAD??? HEY BASTARD WAKE UP I AM STILL He..... what happened to him? Why is he bleeding?
Himada sees Yuji was bleeding
Himada : HEY BASTARD WAKE UP YOU CAN'T DIE I AM STILL HERE WAKE UPPPP
Himada starts shouting his name but he was still fainted
Himada : HEYYYYY WAKE UPPPPP
Yuji suddenly stands up and starts looking at him
Himada : what happened why are you staring at me
Yuji comes closer to him and sits down
Yuji : Why?
Himada : what why?
Yuji : why can't you love me?
Yuji starts crying
Yuji : WHY CAN'T YOU LOVE ME
Himada was a bit confused
Himada : you are drunk get the F
fucking away from me
Yuji : it's ok if you don't love me but please don't ever leave me
Yuji put his head on his shoulder and says to him
Yuji : I am tired please let me rest for a while
Himada : get the fucking away from me Sucker
Himada tries to move but he saw how peaceful Yuji was
he starts moving even more....
Yuji : please ( sob.....) please let me rest for a while please ( sob....)
Himada : I am hungry idiot
Yuji : I will give you good if you let me rest for a while
He falls asleep on his shoulder
Himada was bored and hungry he looks at Yuji and wonders
Himada : I don't know why but I feel something for him I don't know what but definitely something
Yuji wakes up
Yuji : why are you staring me? Are you in love with me?
Himada : definitely not get your fucking head off of my shoulder
Yuji : ok thank for for letting me rest I am going to buy food now take care
He went to buy food
After awhile he comes back
Yuji : I am back let's eat together
They start eating but Himada looked lost he was silent Yuji asks
Yuji : what happened you look so lost no shouting today?
Himada : why do you love me so much
Yuji throws the food out of his mouth he was surprised
Yuji : wut?
Himada : nothing forget it
Yuji : you have asked something for the first time how can I not answer but unfortunately I don't have answer of your question cause I also don't know why I love you so much
Himada : hm...
Yuji : let's sleep together today
Himada : not even in your dreams
Yuji : ok ok i was just kidding
They fell asleep but after awhile Yuji heard some noise
Yuji : what are these noise?
He looks at Himada he was the one who was making the sound he was shivering
Yuji : is he cold? What should I do?
Yuji puts his blanket on him
Yuji : he is still shivering it's not working what should I dooooo I think I should sleep with him yes it will work
Yuji sleeps with Himada so that the warmth of his body will heat him up
Yuji : he has stopped shivering I think it worked
Himada stopped shivering and they slept together
But in the morning when Himada wakes up he sees Yuji with him
Himada : what is he doing with me?why is he sleeping with me ?
Himada immediately kicks Yuji
Yuji : AHHH WHAT HAPPENED?? WHY DID YOU KICK ME???
Himada : WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WITH ME
Yuji : I was just.....
Himada without even listening kicks him again
Yuji : please atleast ju.....
Himada again kicks him
Yuji lost his control he slams Himada's head on the wall
Yuji : I have had enough don't hurt me for no rea.....
Himada : ( sob....) please don't ( sob.....) hurt me
Yuji : I am sorry I am so sorry I didn't meant to but I am a human too it hurts it really does I love you but it doesn't mean I don't get hurt you don't even listening you starts crying but wgat about me? I also feels like crying but do I? No cause I can't I am fucking tired
Himada : I don't even care about it why the hell are you sleeping with me you won't let me go and don't let me breath peacefully if you are that horny then just fuck me and then let me gooo
Yuji : calm down I won't let you go and I didn't do anything with you I am not horny or anything you were shivering last night so I just wanted to help you I tried to cover you but you were still shivering please believe me
Himada : you are lying
Yuji : I am not please believe
Himada : really?
Yuji : yes I swear
Himada :. Then thank you, can you do me a favour?
Yuji : yes sure please tell
Himada : I am bored as hell let's party tonight
Yuji : REALLY?????
Himada : Yes
Yuji : SUREEEE
Yuji immediately rushes to the market and buys drink and some special food for the party but while coming back he saw a couple standing holding their hands and laughing together he went to the couples and ask to them
Yuji : hey are you guys couple?
Couple : yes we are, we have been together since 3 years
Yuji : that's really great , how much do you guys love each other?
Couple : a lot we can't live without each other we can do anything for each other
Yuji : how sweet I hope the best for you
Couple : thank you so much we hope the same for you too
Yuji : for me? No need hehe
Yuji comes back
Himada : what took you so long I am hungry, fucker
Yuji : I bought your favourite food and drinks
Himada : you didn't had to, I don't even care
Yuji : ok.... I am sorry
They starts eating but Yuji was just drinking he didn't eat anything he was now lost and fell asleep
Himada : hey you sleeping?
Himada kicks him but he didn't woke up he takes the advantage of the opportunity
Himada : I think he really is drunk I should think about getting out of here
Himada breaks a bottle and takes a piece of glass he starts cutting the rope
Himada : please quickly please I want to get out of here
He succeed
he cuts the rope of from his hands and legs
But suddenly Yuji wakes up he was just pretending to sleep
Yuji takes a piece of glass and was about to stab into his stomach but Himada stopped him
Himada : What are you doing?
Yuji : Why are you saving me? You should be happy you are free now go live your life
Himada : but why are you killing yourself?
Yuji : Why?, what do I have? What am I supposed to live for? Ever since my childhood all I got was just sadness my family never accepted me as gay and threw me out people took advantage of me I got bullied what exactly good thing has ever happened in my life? You never loved me just used me I was always just yearning for affection but what I got? Hate you never loved me not only you nobody has ever loved me what's the point of my life?
Himada unexpectedly kiss Yuji but Yuji pushes him away
Yuji : please don't pretend to feel pity for me cause I know you just hate me and nothing else but I have always loved you I am really very sorry for everything I did with you may we never meet again
He pushes Himada and stabs the piece of the broken bottle in his stomach
Himada : Noooooooo YUJIIIIIIIII
Himada shouts loudly and starts crying
Yuji : finally I got to hear my name from your mouth other than a curse word
Himada : why? WHY????
Yuji : take care of your.....
Himada hugs Yuji and crys alot
Himada finally realise the love for Yuji
But it was too late he couldn't do anything but regret
Now it was too late to regret cause thing's gonna happen from regretting now
He curse himself alot but what could he do? Nothing, he could only curse and regret
50 years later
50 years have passed now Himada is still single and alone but he was not lonely he was sitting on his chair with Yuji
Himada : I love you Yuji