It was a cold night in Seoul. I was walking down to the subway station like I usually do. Im just a normal office worker living an average life like any human being here. Of course, there are the ones who achieved successful achievements being Actors or Actress, a Successful Businessman, and all of those that means fame and being treated as a celebrity.

I stand by the yellow line as I waited for the train to come by and stop. At the mean time, I just looked at my phone. There were quite a lot of people in the subway... Not really. They are just the people that worked overtime like me. Just living a boring and average life of any kind of human that failed to achieve their dream goals, a sad and boring life.

After a couple long minutes, I could hear the train through out the long and dark tunnel. I put my phone away and as I was doing so, I was then pushed down to the trains railing. Time stopped as my eyes widen at the sight of my life, my memories just flashing through my eyes as if I just saw a whole novel that has all the content and information of my life.

The train came in contact of my whole body, resulting my demise. If there is one thing that I regret in my life that is not making any efford to make my life better and exciting.

My vision was cut off and blacked out. Everything was dark as if I was in an endless void. It's a shame that I couldn't spend any efford but what can I do about it? I was lazy to do so. Im not those kind of people who changes so easily once knowing what to do or understand the situation and would change their ways. Those are in novels, mangas, manhwas- Whatever you call those now. I just follow what fate wants to decide for me, what god had written in for my life log. Im not some devine being who could change my own fate.

It's a bother to even change my own life by using any efforts to doing so. If someone could understand me then it's my sister. She's the only one that could understand me, only her...

...

It's cold without her. I dont really like it sometimes but I dont dislike or like being alone. What a shame that I couldn't make a proper apolagy to her. She's probably cursing at me while crying.

I should just probably stop talking to myself and just end my conciousness. Im feeling really tired. I just want to sleep in a warm bed with those soft blankets.

...

Yeah, that sounds nice... I should just give up on trying to keep my conciousness. My bones are probably crushed. It's time.. To just sleep away and wish myself good luck at another life.