the next day I felt kind of pumped up, I wanted to tell her how I feel about her hoping that she really do
love me. I was excited to go to school that day
on reaching school I saw her and then fear came upon me. I looked right into her beautiful eyes even
though she wasn't looking at me, my heart beat began to beat fast than usual I didn't long want to tell
her how I feel because I felt she wouldn't feel the same way about me. While I was lost in thought she
walk up to me and I talked to me, she looked at me with that beautiful smile on her face as her face
brightened up like the sun I was again trapped in imaginations looking at her beautiful face, after few
calls of my name by Cara I came back to reality. I felt that was the right time to tell her how I feel about
her and I said holding her hand as I looking into her eyes with this smile on my face "I always wanted to
ask you about something" as I was about to ask her the question the bell rang for the first period,
hearing the bell I knew that my chance was over as she asked me 'what was the question' then 'I said
just forget about it' as we walked along the hall way with her by my side.
Through out the day she notice that I was feeling down, she tried cheering me up and I felt better, then
I when felt that I had the second chance to tell her how I felt, I was scared my heart beating at a very
fast rate and then I said " since the time I have been in this school I have always wanted to be something
more than just friends with you . To me you are someone I could tell my secret with, someone that will
always be by my side at all times, and I will always protect you even though it means me losing or rising
my life, because you are very special to me I understand if you don't feel the same about me and almost
immediately she said "I do feel the same way about you" I was so happy until I had the next thing she
said ' but I already have a boyfriend and his name is Fredric' .Fredric was the senior who was very tall,
handsome and cool unlike me I was a nerd who just interested in making good grades in school and
nothing more. I don't even know how to talk with people but Fredric was a rich famous and smart guy. i
was in pain because it felt something more than rejection, I am usually used to people rejecting me all
though my life I was being rejected, I felt heart broken and I was also in pain. I said standing up "oh
sorry for telling you all this" as I left the class room even feeling more sad than I was earlier.
I was in the school toilet thinking about what just happened as I felt like a total fool and moron for thing
that someone could actually like me the way I am, I was hurt I never thought I could be heartbroken but
here I am in the toilet angry. After that I felt like a total failure and left the toilet .On my way to my class
I saw a boy and a girl kissing each other I slowly walked towards the dark corner just to see Fredric and a
girl from his class. I hide to prevent them from see me and I found my way into the classroom I was
angry because if Cara knew about this she would be very angry and then I thought of an Idea what if I
told Cara of what I just saw maybe she would like me and not Fredric any longer but I removed that
thought from my head immediately because I knew that it was the part of that was broken that was
talking
I went back home and just thought about Cara I was lost in thought throughout the whole of that day
and I felt like the worst day of my life I never thought that the person whom I like already love someone else.
To be continued....