Days came and passed . We finally resume school. I still do not know how to face ashton . I still can believe we make out . It was an intense one.
Days when i was still in korea . I always crashed into parties have fun and end up getting laid . Am not a virgin . That thing suck .. I want to have a blast of child hood .I made that decision when i was forced to leave for korea .
I lost my virginity to kang so ha ..
I crashed to a party with ji won and the other girls . There was a base ball tournament between our school team and their school team . He was the captain . The guy was so hot . He has mascular arms . He is tall and lean a little bit .
His face was nothing compared to other guys have made out it .He is the first guy and still the last guy have dated and had sex with in korea . .We had a pretty relationship . We started has close friend with benefits just making out and sharing passionate and intense kisses but then we found out we wanted more than that .
We lasted for three years . Those were the best years of my life . Kang so ha was very caring . I was his first true love and vice versa.
we broke up due to the facts of our father differences in work. They had a pretty great grudge against each other. And it has being going on for years before we were even born .Not that alone they moved away to china which was his mom country .
We both could not under go long distance relationship.And i know him well . He get stirred well up any brushing past him his little man down there wakes up easily..
So instead of suffering our self with guilt ...Let free our self . But we still remain good friends and he told me is dating a new chinese girl name shi shi
Enough of my past.. For the past few weeks i still cannot forget ashton . I was a bit happy when i heard ashton was called to handle one of his dad business in the outcast of the city .. That will save my butt. For a while .
when i maked out with guys i never even care about them . Yes am slutty . Have never feel this way for a while.
what is this am feeling is this love ??