"I cannot help but feel really broken. I feel this in places I never thought I could feel emotions. Why didn't she just kill me?"
Mordeu passionately hated the idea of being stripped bare like this. He hated that someone else other than himself knew how he looked with tears in his eyes. He had never ever let himself think of the possibility that this was the reason why he was abandoned, even now he desperately wished he could retain his delusion.
"You can't die that easily," Cillian found himself answering, too late to stop himself.
He bit his lips in regret.
Mordeu scoffed, "so you're saying she must've tried to." He found himself laughing, "my mother must've tried to kill me."
His head threw back as he laughed in the night like a maniac.
He had seen how Melissa treated Fjall, hell, how Melissa treated him, and he knew what a mother should look like, how she should act, how greatly she loved and adored her child.
