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Chapter 36 - Saved but lost

The clock struck 9:30 PM as Jake lay sprawled on his bed, the dim light of his phone casting shadows that danced across the walls. A sense of unease settled in his stomach, an unsettling feeling that something was amiss. Nicky had been distant lately, and tonight was no exception. Jake had tried calling him, but the ringing echoed in the silence of his room, unanswered. What is going on? he thought, his mind racing to piece together the fragments of their friendship.

With a sigh, he decided to reach out to Alex, hoping that his friend might shed some light on Nicky's troubles. He dialed Alex's number, his heart pounding with anxious . The phone rang, but as fate would have it, Alex and Nicky were busy navigating the winding roads of their own chaotic evening. The hum of tires on asphalt drowned out the sound of Jake's call, leaving him in a void of uncertainty.

Suddenly, the car came to a halt. Alex turned to Nicky, a serious expression crossing his face. I have to meet someone, he said, his voice firm yet tinged with urgency. Do one thing: you continue searching. I will call you when I'm done. Nicky nodded, but the worry etched on his face was unmistakable.

In Jake's mind, everything felt like a jigsaw puzzle with missing pieces. James, we need to go to Alex, he blurted out, desperation creeping into his voice. I feel like he needs us.

James, lounging on the couch with a weariness that seemed to seep from his very bones, merely glanced at Jake with a questioning look. We haven't even rested for a day, he replied, his tone laced with fatigue. The dogs are tired, he added, gesturing towards two sleepy golden retrievers sprawled across the floor.

Hahaha, so funny, Jake shot back, a hint of sarcasm lacing his words. I'm so sorry, dogs, but we have to go somewhere. Park their food; we have a long way to go.

As Jake and James prepared for their impromptu journey, the scene shifted to a distant corner of the city. Sara stood alone, her arms crossed tightly against the chill of the night. The darkness enveloped her, a stark contrast to the turmoil brewing inside her mind. She had been grappling with her own demons, and tonight was no different.

Suddenly, her phone buzzed, illuminating her face with an eerie glow. It was her doctor's name flashing on the screen, a reminder of the weight she carried. But instead of answering, she merely glanced at it, her resolve hardening. I'm coming for you, Jake, she muttered under her breath, her determination igniting a spark within her. And to get to you, I will need some help.

Back in Jake's world, the tension was visible. He and James loaded the dogs into the car, the familiar sounds of barking and panting filling the air. As they drove through the city, Jake's mind raced with thoughts of Nicky, Alex, and the unspoken connection they all shared. Each passing streetlight illuminated the shadows of doubt that loomed over him.

Do you think they're okay? Jake asked, breaking the silence that hung heavy in the car. James shrugged, his eyes fixed on the road ahead. I hope so. But we can't just sit around waiting for them to call. We need to take action.

The city lights blurred into different sheds of colors as they sped towards their destination. The night felt alive, pulsing with a sense of urgency. Jake's heart raced in tandem with the rhythm of the tires on the pavement.

Meanwhile, Sara's car sliced through the darkness, her mind a whirlwind of thoughts. She had always been the one to hold everything together, but tonight she felt like the threads were unraveling.

As the minutes ticked by, the paths of these five intertwined souls began to converge. Jake and James arrived at the familiar café where they often gathered, the neon sign flickering like a heartbeat. They stepped inside, the warmth enveloping them like a comforting embrace.

Where are they? Jake asked the barista, his voice laced with concern. Nicky and Alex?

They left a while ago, she replied, her brow furrowing. They mentioned something about heading somewhere I can't remember sorry.

A sense of dread washed over Jake. We have to go now, he urged, urgency propelling him forward. James nodded, and they quickly exited, the dogs trailing behind, their energy rekindled by the sudden change in pace.

Electricity that danced in the air as shadows flickered under the neon lights of the city. Hara and Peter stood at the edge of a decision that would alter the course of their lives forever. Peter's voice trembled with urgency, Hey Hara, we can't follow them, you know. We might cause them trouble. Let's help from here. But Hara was lost in a whirlwind of her own thoughts, her resolve hardening like steel.

No, I will go, even with you or without you, she declared, her voice a fierce whisper that broke through the chaos in her mind. Without waiting for a response, she dashed toward the street, intent on hailing a cab that would take her to Mia.

In a moment of desperation, Peter acted. He raised his hand and struck her gently on the neck, a swift and calculated motion that rendered her unconscious. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he lifted her limp form, whispering into her ear, I'm sorry. You made me do it. With a heavy heart, he carried her to their hideout, a place where secrets lingered like smoke in the air.

The room was dimly lit, its walls closing in like a fortress. Hara lay on the bed, the pale moonlight casting a serene glow over her features. As Peter flicked the lights on, the stark reality of their situation flooded the space. He felt the weight of his actions pressing down on him, a crushing guilt that gnawed at his insides.

Meanwhile, across town, Mia was weaving her own tale of intrigue. Be careful, Mr Paul cautioned as he left with a group of men, their presence a force to be reckoned with. They strode into a bar, a sanctuary for the lost and the reckless, where the air was thick with laughter and the clinking of glasses. Paul greeted the bodyguard at the door with a confident smile, adjusting his mask to signal his men to take their positions.

Inside, the atmosphere shifted as Mia entered. She was a vision, captivating and radiant, her presence commanding the attention of every patron in the bar. The doorman, momentarily entranced, fumbled to open the door, his jaw slack as he watched her glide past him. Thanks, she said sweetly, her smile a beacon amidst the swirling darkness.

As Mia walked further in, whispers rippled through the crowd. Wow, she is so beautiful, they murmured, their eyes glued to her like moths to a flame. One bold man, emboldened by the ambiance, rushed forward. Can I be your man tonight? I will protect you, he declared, dropping to one knee in a theatrical display of devotion.

Mia's smile only deepened, enchanting the man further. She wore shorts that danced around her legs and her hair shimmered with a kaleidoscope of colors, a vibrant reflection of her spirit. Paul, observing from his seat, recognized the opportunity unfolding before him. He discreetly handed the man money and signaled to a few other girls to join in the act, creating a diversion that would draw attention away from his true intentions. 

I fear beautiful women not because I don't want to fall for them, but because of what they might do to me, he said, his voice heavy as he turned to drink his wine. The bar was dimly lit, shadows dancing across the walls, mirroring the fire in his heart.

Why? the man next to him asked, curiosity etched on his face.

He sighed, looking out at the crowd, where laughter mingled with the clinking of glasses. Hmmm, it's like Mia, the dazzling enchantress, is blissfully unaware of the storm brewing around her. Her beauty is a double-edged sword—capable of both enchantment and destruction. There's an emptiness in her gaze that sends shivers down my spine.

The bar was filled with the scent of spilled drinks and the low murmur of conversations, but he felt isolated, his thoughts swirling with anger and sadness. You never know what she truly wants until she shows you her true colors. And when that moment comes, it's often too late to shield yourself from the pain.

His fists tightened around the glass, the warmth of the wine contrasting sharply with the cold fear that gripped him.

What is going on? Paul wondered aloud, his curiosity piqued as he watched the scene unfold. The bar was alive with energy, a swirling mass of bodies and desires, but beneath the surface lay a darker current, one that threatened to pull them all under.

Nice to meet you, he said with a strained smile. I'm Alex. And you?

He took a final glance at Mia, who had been the focus of his search. For now, he was willing to give her space—or let her go entirely. She wasn't the woman he had saved; the person in front of him felt like a stranger. A heavy sigh escaped him, as fatigue washed over his body, weighing down his shoulders.

Maybe I'm just a problem, he thought, the corners of his mouth struggling to maintain the smile.

Hey, you seem to know her, the man asked, curiosity in his tone.

No, sir, I just saw her now. His voice was flat, lacking the enthusiasm he wished he could muster.

As he moved slowly through the crowd, the memory of that night echoed in his mind—saved but lost. Saved that night, she seemed different, he reflected. Mr. Paul spotted him, but he could only see his back. It felt like recognition, yet it deepened the ache of being so close to something he could never truly reach.

Outside, Nicky found himself grappling with his own thoughts. Driving to their special place, a sanctuary by the beach, he felt the weight of his friends' suffering pressing down on him. He stepped out of his car and stood at the water's edge, the waves crashing against the shore, a rhythmic reminder of the chaos within. Why are my friends suffering? he whispered to the night, his hands buried deep in his pockets, seeking warmth in the cool breeze that wrapped around him.

And Nicky, the silent observer, stood at the precipice of change, his heart aching for his friends and the bonds they shared.

Am I wrong? Is Mia the same girl as Jake's crush? he muttered, kneeling in the sand, his heart heavy with confusion. The grains slipped through his fingers, just like his hopes.

He looked out at the vast, empty beach, waves crashing in him. How will our bond ever become like this? His brow furrowed, and he buried his face in his hands, feeling the gritty sand against his skin.

How did these stupid guys fall for one girl? Why? He slammed his fist into the sand, sending a small spray of grains into the air. Frustration coursed through him, his chest tightening as he grappled with the feeling of helplessness. The horizon felt so distant, and he wondered if he'd ever truly reach it.

Jake sat in the backseat, his heart racing as the car inched along the dimly lit road. The headlights flickered across the trees lining the path, casting long shadows that danced ominously. "Why am I feeling like this?" he muttered, gripping the seat with white-knuckled intensity. The car seemed to crawl, every moment stretching into eternity. We're not reaching Alex's hotel. Why is this car so slow?

James, seated in the front, glanced back at him, his expression a mix of concern and exasperation. Hey, easy, easy! We have to reach in one piece, not in pieces. I still love my life, and we love our lives. Please reduce your speed!

James voice trembled slightly as he replied, I'm scared. Not so much for me, but for the dogs you see. They are also scared. He tightened his grip on the seat, feeling the leather beneath his fingers, as if it could anchor him to reality.

Sorry, Jake added, almost apologetically.

James sighed, his mind racing with thoughts of his own. How will I fix this? What will they do when they find out? Why is it always me who finds out first? The weight of unspoken truths settled heavily in the car, visible tension that made the air feel thick and suffocating.

In the back of Jame's mind, a nagging thought persisted. He didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't help himself. Jake always talked about Mia, and Alex was head over heels for her. But who was this girl? Was he being silly? Was he reading too much into things?

Alex had never heard Jake say Mia's name in a way that suggested anything more than friendship. Yet, in the silence of the car, the unvoiced feelings swirled like a storm. I wish he would just tell him, James thought. I wish...

As the car finally came to a halt, the two friends stepped out into the cool night air. The salty breeze from the nearby ocean brushed against their skin, a stark contrast to the tension that had filled the vehicle. They stood on the sand, the moonlight shimmering on the waves, but even the beauty of the scene couldn't lift the weight in Jame's chest. He felt lost, adrift in a sea of uncertainty.

The sound of the crashing waves echoed his internal struggle. Each wave that broke against the shore felt like a reminder of the secrets they carried—secrets that threatened to pull them under. The weight in Jame's chest grew heavier with each crash, leaving him confused and sad.

Meanwhile, Alex stood apart from the group, his heart and movements heavy as he approached his office for a meeting. He had rehearsed his presentation countless times, explaining everything with clarity and confidence. Yet, those who knew him well could tell he wasn't himself. The usual spark in his eyes was dimmed, overshadowed by the burden of his own unspoken feelings.

Inside the office, the fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, casting a sterile glow on the faces of his colleagues. They were engaged, nodding in understanding as he spoke, but Alex felt like a ghost haunting the room. He was there physically, but his mind was somewhere else, tangled in thoughts of Mia and the uncharted territory of his emotions.

As he wrapped up the meeting, he caught a glimpse of Nicky through the glass window, standing on the beach. The contrast was stark; he looked free, unburdened by the weight of unshared feelings. A pang of envy shot through him. He wanted to be like him, to let go of the fear that held him captive.

Later, as the two friends gathered by the shore, Alex finally found the courage to speak. I need to tell you Nicky something, he said, his voice steady but laced with vulnerability. The waves crashed behind him, a rhythmic backdrop to his confession. I think I'm in love with Mia.

Does she know? Nicky asked.

No, Alex replied, pain evident in his voice. And I will never tell her. I've let her live her life; she doesn't need me in it.

The words felt like a stone in his chest, a reminder of what he had lost and the hurt he couldn't escape. I have lost her.