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Chapter 13 - The Hearts of the Broken

And as Adam awoke, he felt the pain in his body had subsided, except for the wound in his shoulder where the shword had hit him. Confused, he looked over to Elara and offered a simple salute while sitting, greeting her with, "Good day, Commander." Elara was surprised by how Adam rose from his slumber and asked bluntly, "Are you alright?" Adam answered with a simple yet powerful "Yes," but he didn't stop there and asked, "D-Did we win?" with a slight stutter.

"We didn't just win, we dominated. Thanks to you, my title as War Princess was defended," she let out a sigh. "Still, we lost about 120 men, and as you can see, there are around 70 wounded men around you."

"That's... quite a low number," Adam thought to himself. But he understood that with their limited resources, the hardest fight would be against the lord. "Lord? Lord?" Adam pondered, and suddenly, memories rushed back into his mind—memories of his sister, stolen by a lord. It was as if these memories, suppressed by the stress of camp life and his inner turmoil, now surged to the forefront of his thoughts. Besides the one dream he had, he never dwelled on it. It never held much weight in his mind. But now, he couldn't stop himself.

In the distance, a faint voice called out, "Adam, Adam?" He snapped back to the present, and as he refocused, he saw Elara looking at him with concern etched on her face. "Did my tool already break?" she thought, but before she could delve further into that line of thought, Adam responded, "I remembered something before I came to the camp. I got knocked out by a lord who took a fancy in my sister." He paused, and a tinge of sadness colored his voice as he continued, "Against her will."

Elara was taken aback by this heart-wrenching revelation and felt a surge of genuine sorrow wash over her. Yet, amid her empathy, another thought crept in—a selfish motive rooted in the recognition of Adam's immense value to her cause. He was a skilled warrior, a force to be reckoned with, and his presence on her side was a strategic advantage she couldn't afford to lose.

As she looked into Adam's eyes, she saw the weight of his pain, the burden of a past filled with sorrow and loss. She knew she had to tread carefully, as any misstep might shatter the fragile trust they had forged amidst the chaos of war. Summoning her courage, she apologized sincerely for the situation he found himself in and offered him the chance to leave, to escape this grim reality.

Yet, Adam's response revealed the bleak uncertainty that haunted him. "What should I do when I leave?" he questioned, his words raw and direct. "Yes, I have a sword, and I have armor, but I alone can't fight against a castle of knights."

Elara recognized the truth in his words, and her heart clenched with the fear of losing him. She couldn't bear the thought of him leaving, abandoning the connection they had formed on the battlefield. Deep down, she knew his worth, not just as a person burdened by his past but as an invaluable asset to her cause.

"That is true," she responded, her mind racing to find a solution, to keep him by her side. The truth was she couldn't let him slip away, swallowed by the darkness of his past, but she couldn't reveal her true intentions either. She needed to tread carefully, to show her concern while also safeguarding her strategic advantage.

In that moment, she saw the potential within Adam, the warrior he could become—a force to be reckoned with, a future commander at her side. She knew that losing him would be a tremendous loss, not just for her, but for their cause and the battles yet to come.

Desperation and emotions filled the air as Adam turned to Elara, his heart pounding with a mixture of hope and fear. "Can you promise me," he implored, his voice quivering with vulnerability, "that if we win the next fight, you would travel with me to the lord to get my sister out of there?"

Elara's heart sank as she struggled to find the right words. The weight of her responsibilities pressed down on her, and uncertainty gnawed at her soul. She didn't know the truth of Adam's past, the lords he served, or where his loyalty truly lay. Fearful of committing to something she might not be able to fulfill, she mustered a guarded response, "I will see what we can do."

Adam's hope visibly dimmed, and the disappointment in his eyes cut through her like a blade. Despite her inability to offer a firm answer, he still mustered a grateful response, "Thank you, Commander, for your consideration."

Elara could feel the pain in his words, and it tore at her conscience. She longed to give him the support he sought, to be the one who could rescue his sister and mend his shattered life. But her duties as a commander, the complexities of their cause, and the uncertain future ahead forced her to be cautious.

"I'm sorry, Adam," she confessed, her voice heavy with regret, "but I have business I need to attend and a talk with Zangenberg. I beg your pardon for leaving you."

He nodded, understanding the weight on her shoulders, and replied, "It's no problem, Commander. It was my pleasure, and good luck."

As Elara rose from her seat, her heart weighed down by the burden of her choices, she couldn't help but steal a final glance at Adam. She saw a man who had endured unimaginable suffering, a man who had fought alongside her with unwavering dedication. In that moment, her heart ached with a desire to ease his pain and offer him the support he needed.

"Thank you," she murmured softly, her words carrying a depth of meaning she couldn't fully express.

As Elara stepped out of the tent, a gentle breeze caressed her face, and her thoughts drifted to the enigmatic man she had just left behind. There was something about Adam that tugged at her heartstrings, a poignant familiarity that echoed the broken pieces within her own soul. Despite the weight of her responsibilities and the somber tone of their encounter, a glimmer of something more delicate began to bloom deep inside her.

After the pleasant yet strangely intriguing encounter, Adam reclaimed his composure. He mused to himself, "It's fascinating how the meeting and conversation with Elara unfolded." Unbeknownst to him, a subtle blush graced his cheeks, a telltale sign of the emotions stirring within.

Unfamiliar emotions surged within him, emotions he might have never experienced before in his life. Yet, such matters were of little importance in the present moment. His focus was squarely on his sister. His mind wandered again to her, and a pang of guilt seized him. How could he have forgotten, even momentarily, about the sister who had once belonged to this very body? Self-reproach swelled within him, mingling with the weight of his own actions in battle. He berated himself for the oversight, for neglecting the memory of the one who had meant so much.

He understood that stepping into a fight with a heart burdened by turmoil would only lead to more bloodshed, a brutal response to the mounting stress. He was determined to control his mind, to reign in the chaotic tempest of emotions that threatened to consume him. Slowly, Adam shook his head, a quiet affirmation of his resolve. He would be in control.

However, his train of thought was abruptly derailed as a figure approached—a doctor, or at least someone skilled in the art of sawing off limbs and healing. "How are you?" the doctor inquired, a brief pause preceding the question, as if searching for Adam's name. "It is Adam, right?"

Adam nodded. "Yes, that's correct. I'm quite fine, if we disregard my shoulder." He attempted to move his arm, but the searing pain from his injured shoulder held him back. "And she quite painful," he added, wincing.

The doctor's expression turned puzzled. "Our commander hurts you? Elara?"

Flustered and embarrassed, Adam stumbled over his words. "No, not... not her. I meant my shoulder," he clarified, pointing to the source of his discomfort. His face flushed a faint shade of red, his awkwardness apparent.

"Aha, I see," the doctor responded slowly, seeming to grasp the situation. He handed Adam a flask containing a peculiar mixture. "Drink this in the evening, and you should be feeling better."

Before Adam could fully absorb the doctor's words, a sudden shout pierced the air. "GET UP AND OUT! WE NEED THE SPACE FOR THE MORE SERIOUSLY WOUNDED! I CAN SEE YOU CAN STAND!"

Startled by the unexpected outburst, Adam quickly complied, rising from his position. He thanked the doctor as he made his way out, his mind still spinning from the whirlwind of interactions. As he left, he couldn't shake the lingering embarrassment from his earlier flustered exchange. Yet, intertwined with the awkwardness, a sense of determination and a newfound awareness of his own emotions began to take root.

Stepping outside, a wave of thoughts crashed over Adam. His mind turned to Maximilian, a stranger who had become something akin to a friend in this sea of death and desolation. Yet, he realized that amidst the chaos of battle, he hadn't seen Maximilian in the medical tent. A memory resurfaced, vivid and undeniable—Maximilian had taken an arrow meant for Elara. The realization hit him like a physical blow, evidence to the bond they had formed, an unspoken connection that outshined the horrors of war.

Determined, Adam hastened his steps, his heart a mix of concern and urgency. He needed to find Maximilian, to confirm that he was alright, to reassure himself that even amidst the relentless carnage, there were still traces of humanity and camaraderie.

With a sense of purpose, he made his way to their shared tent, his pace quickening with every step. Bursting into the tent once more, he was met with a familiar scene—a scene that felt like a homecoming, despite the barrage of expletives that greeted him. "YOU FUCKING RETARD, CAN'T YOU HEAR I'M BUSY?" The words were harsh, but they were the words of someone who had become a constant presence in Adam's life, a source of both frustration and comfort.

Between fits of laughter and breathlessness, Adam managed to blurt out a sheepish, "I'm sorry." He closed the tent with a mixture of amusement and fondness, the sound of Maximilian's voice fading into the background.

Leaning against the tent's entrance, Adam's laughter swelled, the weight of the world momentarily lifted from his shoulders. In that moment, the tent held not just the two of them, but a shared understanding of the absurdity and resilience of life amidst the horrors of war.

As his laughter subsided, Adam's heart swelled with a complex array of emotions—gratitude for the familiar presence of Maximilian, relief at finding a glimmer of normalcy in an abnormal world, and a newfound appreciation for the small moments of connection that illuminated their bleak reality.

"He's alright," Adam thought to himself, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips. The resilience of the human spirit, even in the face of overwhelming darkness, had a way of forging bonds that defied explanation.

Just moments later, the tent flung open, revealing an irate Maximilian. Behind him, a girl slipped out, her hushed laughter trailing behind her as she clutched her shoes. However, as Maximilian's gaze met Adam's, a remarkable transformation swept over his features. The anger dissolved, replaced by a radiant joy that seemed to light up the dim confines of the tent.

"Adam!" Maximilian's voice boomed, the force of his shout undercut by genuine affection. He pulled Adam into a tight embrace, a bear hug that elicited a sharp gasp of pain from Adam. "Arghhghhh, my shoulder, you horny bastard," Adam grumbled between pained groans.

"Shit, I'm sorry!" Maximilian released him, concern flickering in his eyes as he realized the unintended consequence of his exuberant greeting. "I'm just... I'm just so damn relieved to see you alive. You were unconscious for too long, and I feared the worst."

A mixture of emotions swirled in Maximilian's voice—worry, relief, and a touch of exasperation that was quintessentially him. Adam's heart warmed at the genuine concern, the unfiltered display of camaraderie. "Don't worry, my friend," Adam reassured him, a small smile curving his lips. "I won't leave you that easily."

Maximilian's shoulders sagged as if a weight had been lifted, a mixture of emotions dancing in his eyes. In that unguarded moment, their bond spoke volumes—forged in the crucible of battle, tested by the relentless onslaught of war. They stood as survivors, friends, and warriors, tethered by a shared journey through the depths of despair and the fleeting moments of hope that illuminated their path.

As the tent's entrance fluttered shut, enclosing them in a space filled with laughter, shared memories, and unspoken understanding, Adam couldn't help but feel a profound sense of gratitude. In a world where life hung by a thread and darkness loomed at every turn, the presence of a friend was a beacon of light, a reminder that even amidst the chaos, moments of connection could pierce through the gloom and remind them of their shared humanity.

However, Adam's train of thought was swiftly interrupted as Maximilian produced a bottle of ale from beneath his bed. "The good one," Adam inquired, anticipation already tingling on his taste buds as he imagined the texture and flavor even before a single sip graced his lips.

Maximilian grinned, a mischievous glint in his eyes matching the playful curl of his lips. "A truly exceptional one, Adam. Reserved only for the most extraordinary moments," he replied, his voice laced with a sense of camaraderie that spoke volumes of the memories they had shared.