"I never thought that way, can you please not think like that? I really didn't expect my dad to kick you out the door. I thought they wouldn't kick you out, just be cruel to me, their son, but I didn't see how heartless and ruthless he would be to you, too. Can you forgive me? Let's not bring up past mistakes anymore. Let's reconcile and live the life we want, happily ever after. Can we stop dwelling on the past and causing each other so much pain and anxiety?"
Although Xia Jing's heart truly wished to be with Zhang Zhentian, she couldn't do it like before. She felt that she no longer had any love left in her heart for him, and now felt unfit to be with him. While the time spent with him had brought joy and happiness, it had also led to so much hurt. Why should she suffer so much for a man, and still end up living silently at his side after all the hurt?
